Showing posts with label npcc. Show all posts
Showing posts with label npcc. Show all posts

Monday, December 22, 2008

; 234

YES. the big day is... TOMORROW.
CPL promo. drill._.
im like.. stressed like a dont know what shit. :/
just polished my boots, prepared my uni.
hmms.
prepared my bible too.
all my own notes in this small little notebook:D
hope it'll bless me for my promo okay.. jkjk.
hais. im totally stressed thinking of WOC.
gosh. bet it's so gonna kill me._.

shall jiayou jiayou!
im like taking a little break from all my revision since i started this early morning..
hais. my whole mind is so cramped with notes that i think if i try to cramp one more thing into my head i think everything's gonna overflow-.-
hahaha. i seriously hope that it wont rain tmr k.
so that we'll have drill as planned.. :D
and of course, more time to prepare for CD(:

okayokay. shall go MUGMUGMUG now._.
jiayou sqdmates!!!
we can do it de okay.
its gonna be tough but im sure we're up to the challenge yea..
GOOD LUCK:D

toodles;
wenting:D

Thursday, December 11, 2008

; 229

went to tianli's hse early this morning to discuss about chalet stuff.
will buy all the stuff on chalet day itself.
will split into different groups and get e stuff.. (:

money's the problem):
cant seem to get money from some of the guys k.
tried to go their hse just now, but didnt in the end.
we're too busy to go around like that. ):
hope they'll be nice to coorperate with us and give us the money on time.
thanks to all female sqdmates who paid for some of the other squadmates(:
and of course, a round of applause for jovi& zhiliang for being the first two guys to pay k. :D
surprise yea. its zhiliang:D

went to lot one with jingxian and tianli.
got bubble tea from sweet talk. the auntie there got AP lor._.
and she put super lot of honey into my honey milktea k.
and didnt stir. ):
lol. i sound so complain-y. :/
went to lib after drinking, and got 5 books.
im forcing myself to read english novels yea.. (:
went home after borrowing books.. (:

i know yall dont like us calling yall, in fact, we dont like calling yall either.
we even go to the extent of going up to your doorstep to collect the money, so what else are you expecting from us? i dont want to say all these but it's just too much to take. i dont know if yall even feel a little guilty, letting us do all the job. i hate myself for saying all these but its really too much. yall find us irritating, we find it tiring too. we're not complaining when we have to travel all around singapore to get money from yall, and how the hell could yall complain so much when you're just slacking at home? is it that hard to stand up from your sofa and go to your wallet, take out 2 10dollar notes and give it to us? is it really that hard? if yall think that by paying up, you're doing your part, i would really want to give yall a tight slap on your face ok. if you've got eyes, or whatever you have, you would know that we're paying our twenty bucks PLUS planning everything AND buying everything. if paying is enough, we would be slacking at home, who would take the trouble to go around calling and saying "hey, can we go to your hse and collect money from you later?". yall are not paying AND not doing ANYTHING, so why are you blaming us for IRRITATING you? excuses, excuses, what else can yall say? yall doubt the way we're treating yall as squadmates, but do yall ever wonder, are yall treating us as squadmates? yall are the ones forcing us to this extent, we dont want to do all these but yall leave us with no choice, no choice at all. so what the hell do yall want us to do? yall dont give a damn do you? sometimes i really have the urge to slack okay. one for all, all for one what, yall want to slack, we can all slack together, we shall all kena together? is that what yall want? rubbish okay. if yall think this is a joke, lemme tell you, its NOT FUNNY. so just snap out of it and be serious, can you? next year we're gonna be year threes, are yall gonna continue being so childish? oh come on, GROW UP PLEASE. i really dont want to say all these, but if i dont say it all out, when will yall realise?

i used to trust both of you so much, i believed that yall will retain that passion. i thought yall were the hope, finally someone whom we can believe in. but both of yall gave me disappointment. i dont know what happened, what made yall who yall are now. but i really miss how yall were like before. one of you promised me, you wont lose that passion, but now, why cant i see that passion burning in you? you told me that you'll keep to your promise, you'll not change. but now, why did things change so much? maybe i shouldnt even get my hopes up right from the start, now that the disappointment is so great. everytime i reread your posts, it's not only heartwarming, its heartbreaking at the same time.

im in a bad mood, maybe not bad. to be exact, its out of disappointment and sadness.
i once thought that they were not that bad, but now thinking back, i see unfairness, i see injustice. why? why are we doing all these when some people obviously dont give a damn? i thought that we could stand all that, that one day, things will change for the better. but now, im losing the drive, its too much, too tiring. how are we supposed to keep ourselves motivated when people just keep disappointing us?

i really hope yall will read this. i dont mean to scold yall nor be rude or even trying to say that we are great while yall suck. im merely trying to say how disappointed we are, how sad we are now. we just need yall to understand that no matter how motivated we may seem, there are always times when we'll feel like giving up. we need yall to give us hope, be there to help us, so that we can go a longer way. that's the kind of squadmates we really need. no more excuses please.


心灰意冷、心酸、心痛、委屈、无奈,

你们懂得多少、感受过多少?


無樂不作 -- 范逸臣


source: http://cape7.pixnet.net/blog/post/19439802

想蒐集夏天的熱 穿越叫 幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇
不自量力 說真的 又有何不可
我想寫歌

當 天是空的 地是乾的
我要為妳 倒進狂熱
讓妳瘋狂 讓妳渴
讓全世界 知道 妳是我的

天氣瘋了 海水滾了
所以我要 無樂不作

不要浪費 每一刻 快樂
當夢的 天行者

像妳這樣的天使 該有翅膀和名字
該美麗中帶著刺 該很認真的屬於 我一次

當 天是空的 地是乾的
我要為妳 倒進狂熱
讓妳瘋狂 讓妳渴 讓全世界 知道 妳是我的

世界末日 就儘管來吧
我會繼續 無樂不作
不會浪費 愛妳的 快樂當夢的 天行者

要快樂 OH~

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[edited @ /11.14pm]
just finished watching twilight movie online.
its cool k.
damn nice.
think i wont be watching it at theatres le.
dont wanna spend money.
anyone wanna sponsor me?
hahaha. just kidding(:
hmms. i want an edward too! (:

Thursday, December 04, 2008

; 223*

ok. it's gonna be about np again. (:
i just read the tags by our dear oky.
hmms. it does makes loads of sense i would say..

definition of enthusiasm:
for me, it means to come for acts, to love np from the bottom of your heart, and to at least put in significant effort for np?
i know, definitions differ, and people may not agree with me. but still, i must say that putting in effort is the least that you can do for being enthu right?

as for the stuff that we organise, like chalets and bbq stuff, i mean its not voluntary.
since we're supposed to organise them. but we dont force yall, do we?
there are things that we'll try our best to do ourselves, within our means.
we ask yall to help because we need yall, not just for the sake of asking.
and as part of the squad, yall are supposed to play your part, aint you?
and of course, if yall wont come for self-organised drill pracs, we cant do anything, can we?
i agree that yall have a choice whether to come or not to come. so yea, we dont force, we persuade, even though yall find us irritating/naggy.
i would say at least we took the trouble to ask yall, cuz we still cared for yall as squadmates.
yall may think that those pracs, mass studying may not help and are useless in the sense, but i would say at least we're trying. other than being enthu, there's still bonding.
when we do things together, we talk, we bond better, dont we?

and of course, we're not trying to say that introverts who dont talk at all aint enthu AT ALL.
just that you know we have to shout in np.
its part of np, something you just have to do.
as in, we're just trying to get yall to like, shout more at appropriate times, in other sense, be more 'enthu'.
p/s. we dont like being split up, during pt. yall may think that we're slacking while yall are like super hiong. but we dont like it, we dont like our squad being split up just because yall dont shout. it's not supposed to be like that.

i think most of us will be very happy if yall will come to act willingly, not forced and looking all unwilling. and of course, shout when you're supposed to. we're all shouting with yall, there isnt anything embarrassed or hard about it since we're all in this with yall. i know yall need time to like, become more 'enthu'. but still, i must say that there's not much time left. promos coming, nco-ship coming. it's not going to be easy when the time comes. we'll have to prepare for it. im sure if yall are willing to try, im sure theres gonna be a difference.no matter how insignificant its gonna be, a difference IS a difference. as in we just need a few of yall to start it. influence each other. that happens to the girls too, we do influence each other, encourage each other to come for act. most of us come for acts because of squadmates. yall can too, if yall are willing to. we may not be the perfect squadmates yall can have, people all have their positive and negative points. if yall need us to change, tell us, straight in the face or anything. at least tell us what we need to change. we're more than willing to have a HTHT with yall, like thrash out everything instead of blogging everything. it would be much better. but it'll only work out if yall are willing to coorperate with us in the sense.

and ky, thanks for willing to help the guys to apologise.
your questions do make alot of sense.
and i crapped a whole lot of crap answering them.
i apologise if i sounded wrong/offensive/rude up there.
and most of all, im not trying to like, say that yall are wrong and we're always right.
i think we need to talk it out, thats all.

Friday, October 24, 2008

;; 199*

yay. finally.
one more post yea. (:

hmms. got back 2 papers today..
geog& chem.
well, got 41/50 for chem and 62.5/80 for geog.
first a1 till now, thanks geog, i really love you. haha.

well. freaking funny malay lesson today.
the cher was pulling ppl out to 'dance' with her k.
while singing 'chan mali chan'
haha. she was freaking high k.
lol.
kept tugging at claire's skirt lah!
her expression totally jing1 dian3 can!
had funny doing the long long thingy used in malay weddings,
e colourful thingy(:
its so nice lah.
haha. and e guys kept playing with e coconut stick thingy. (:
we watched 鸦片战争 today. well, didnt really watch, since wasn't really interested.
was like writing my masterpiece no.2.
will post it soon..
er. i felt like strangling myself for all those stupid careless mistakes i made in the chem paper k.
like, i wrote a stupid B for bromine gas instead of Br and..
BIG CROSS! 2 marks flew away.
im really dumb i know-.-
and watched narnia in LT5 with 2j.
well, they were 'full of comments' i would say. haha.
and we re-watched like 30mins of it for 2j's sake.
and it was like damn sad when the aslan died._.

ok, then it was CCA.
wooooooooooosh.
it was freaking cool k.
best CC&CD lesson since rod.
ncos shannon&junjie took us for cd, they are nice(:
played charades and our group won(:
did punishment as a sqd though, pumpings, frog jumps, bunny hops and star jumps.
haha. so funny(:
zhiliang& hancong were told to do the treatments for choking, cramps, etc.
they were real jokers. hancong who was so calm and slow, making ppl laugh.
and zhiliang just a plain joker. (:
and for cc we learnt about basic survival skills and had topo test.
played hangman too. (:
well. act was fun(:

k. shall talk about highlights of the day.
1) me = joker of the day-.-
well, was queuing up to claim my one mark for chem paper outside 2b classroom.
was standing in a line along the railings, waiting for mr ng.
then suzanne came to ka jiao me.
then she TRIED to hold my paper and NEARLY let it drop to the sec1 classrooms can.
then i was like trying to smack her head.
and i was so dumb, i wanted to hit her head then she siam, then i hit air then dont know why the chem paper flew out of my hands and well 'floating' and 'dropping' down to the 2nd floor.
was like STUNNED, screamed, run.
the whole ROW of 2b-ians were laughing HYSTERICALLY at me i know, especially bryan aw jun wei k. xD
then i ran down to get my soaked in rain water test paper and ran up again, panting like a mad woman.
and joshua was laughing like mad too lah-.-
even junwei laughed k.
super paiseh, imagine that, trying to hit someone's head and threw your test paper downstairs, who can be more joker than me? haha.

well, highlight 2.
SPORTS DAY HEATS today!
GOOD JOB my dear squadmates,
all of you have done well k. (:
well, congrats k.
y'all are really damn pro lah. (:
thanks for doing us proud.
don't feel sad, as we know you did your best.
and it's not like y'all did badly k, you're are pro shits lah.
haha. don't worry about what others may say, we're squadmates so we'll always be proud of y'all.
im sorry for all these cliche stuff but still, we love you loads.
jiayou for the finals k. (:
p/s. specially dedicated to ongmin, feli, ky and matthew. (:

well, think that's all.
this 199th post shall be dedicated to my wonderful squad -- BANGBANGS:D
love you guys loads. (:

p.p/s. got np photos. will post soon:D --- we look damn cool k, a sea of blue:D

toodles,
wenting:D

麦搁憨
吴克群

做你的朋友 所以谂你几句
做你的眼睛 怕你看不清晰
你深爱的那个人
爱的不只是一个人
你不知道他和你一起
却又偷偷爱别人

请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再傻傻的等
我看了都痛
请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再借酒浇愁
想要说却说不出分手

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

;; 197*

hey yo!
back from school, tired like a dont know what.
hahah.
YAY. finally there's CCA k.
missed NP so so much.

ok, school.
went to school at the normal time.
was freaking tired and fell asleep on the train& 100.
well, got back math paperONE and i'm damn sad._.
dont ask me how much i scored. :/
ook.
for bio, discussed some random things about school's newspaper recycling system, green reps, and electricity consumption.
shirley& alicia's got CRAZEHHH ideas:D
well.. next we had chinese which was used for cyber-wellness presentation discussion.
hope all goes well tmr. (:
YAY. cant wait to talk to 1b-ians k. (:
heard that they're hyper active! :D
next. CID was spent watching the SANGUOYANYI show.
was alright, i surprised that i actually could understand what they're talking k.
and passed msg with cy-.-
and he gave me a topic to write an impromptu "essay" k.
it's not considered an essay since it's not that long.
well.. then we had hist, was watching the video on hiroshima bombing if im not wrong..
and er. was lengthening, adding substance into my masterpiece..
and langarts, we listened to this podcast by mr. brown.
ok. it's freaking racist, so shall not really say much about the content. hahah. (:
well, lesson was quite slack i would say, since it's AFTER eoys.
i seriously don't understand why they must make us go school, to slack past time? o.o

ok, next HIGHLIGHT of the day.
NP act!!
:D
yay-
it's intensePT&recrea(captain's ball):D
hehe.
intense pt was real cool k. long time since we pt-ed, since cca ended so long ago.
well, i really missed pt with squadmates:D
and we "duck-walk" round the classrooms, and became real "squat"mates. hahaha.
and we cheered "C1-30" down to the bottom floor just to cover the shoutings of the.. i dont know? gg? ncc? sjab?
haha. and we loved that man, really. :D
and recrea was held in the field, with 3 ncos joining us for the game k.
and really had fun lah, though will be better if the guys pass the ball more often to the girls k.
haha. dont you guys love one-man show, well, not really one man, but many MEN show.
LOL. and i saw haokuan and hancong being so enthu during the game k.
so haokuan-ish and hancong-ish respectively.
haha. hope they'll be enthu during normal acts too(:
and my dearest NEMO oonhim&squadmate!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY k.
takecares& bangbang loves you always(:

will be taking part in the inter-unit air pistol shooting competition with ongmin and chinghun.
guys will be matthew, kuanyuan and hancong. (:
will be this sat.
wish us luck bah(:

and hopefully i'll be able to get my limegreen shoes tmr. (:
yay- clique-ers are going with me, if im not wrong? haha.
:DDD

glad that ty did well for her 100m today.
hope matthew& jingxian did well too(:
GOOD LUCK for minos, and 2b-ians taking part in the rest of the race (:
bet im gonna be owned by ty k. LOL.
800m, it's gonna KILL me man.
haha. kahkah, ex-ncos peiwen&jhosy are CRAZEHHHH.
they were running 3k if im not wrong.
LOL. biantai de pro k. hope you guys did well:D

and goodluck to all taking o-levels.
sry for the late wishes but BOYBOY, good luck! all e best:D

ok, to end off,
shall include the short version of my masterpiece, which was completed within 10-15mins of CID lesson.
well, i know it's sucky._. but yea. you may bear with it or just simply ignore it.
claire, thanks for appreciating it k. :D
p/s. credits to pcy for the title(:

有一种爱叫放手 -- 雯婷
21oct2008

爱,是什么?
我知道,有一种爱叫放手。

当知道那人已不再爱时,放手。
当知道自己已不再能够给她幸福时,放手。
当那人已不再将目光投向自己时,放手。
当那人已找到幸福时,放手。

放手,不代表放弃。
只是将她送往一个叫做“幸福”的地方。
既然不再相爱了,又何必如此固执?

如果真的爱,就放手。

p.p/s. this is the original version, shortest one. it's copyrighted k. (: i know it isnt good. haha.

think that's all. byebye~

toodles,
wenting:D

放了手的爱,真的伟大吗?
放了手的爱,就真的够了吗?
放了手的爱,真的能让对方幸福吗?
放了手的爱,真的是爱吗?


那么,我是否也该放手了呢?

Friday, July 11, 2008

post - #177
mood - (:

WARNING!
EXCESSIVE PHOTOS ALERT! (:


ps. here's a photo post.
since i dont have much time to write much.
as people say, a picture tells a thousand words?!
something like this. (:
so yea.
toodles!

wenting(:

pump it!

woohooo. xingjie(:

star jump!


it was on 1st feb, when we had FULL SQUAD. (:

sir eric(:

sir oh!
best sir ever. (:

bangbang + i/cs!

we love our i/cs!

jhosy, minee, winnie, khinyin. (:

we know that yall love us,
&we love yall too (:


during art lesson.
lor mai gai + ban zai mian! ;D

claire, wenting, suzanne!

wenting+hueychyi+claire+suzanne!

:X


it fits my head yea? :D


hug!

WOOOOOOO. :D


YIJUN!!! ;D

hahahha. having fun wrapping suzanne's foot! xD

wrapping in progress:D


somehow or other he looks like a...
SILKWORM:X


he's ANGRY!

no. he's not:D

mummified teckchye!

despo choonzuan hugging poor silkworm yijun:D

claire wrapping suzanne's arm;D

JING1 DIAN3 ! ;D

LOL. i look... FREAKY. -.-

MUMMIFIED JUNWEI:DD

shuai shuai de choonzuan(:

MASS recre - 1stjuly2008


ncos - bilibajah-ing(:

gift from dear jingxian;D

2B'o8 class tee design:D


bangbang;D




SO KAWAII!!! ;D

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ;DDDD






wenting passing to chinggy:D
ps. sqdmates behind look so cute!! ;D

chinggy passing to oonhim:D

cute jnrs(:

LOL. ongkuanyuan. hahahha

weees. squad photo(:

group 1 for captain's ball!

1, 2, 3, WOOOSH!

bangbangsquad against sec one jnrs(:

dear xinyue's note for our squad. (:
thanks alot, we love&miss you alot. (:

OKY back with his idiotic facial expressions!! :XXX
hahhaa. the guys(:
kuanyuan, linhei, kenneth, matthew(:

squad photo:D

bangbang forever:D

LOL!! KUOJIXIANG with his TISSUE!! xDD