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ok. it's gonna be about np again. (:
i just read the tags by our dear oky.
hmms. it does makes loads of sense i would say..

definition of enthusiasm:
for me, it means to come for acts, to love np from the bottom of your heart, and to at least put in significant effort for np?
i know, definitions differ, and people may not agree with me. but still, i must say that putting in effort is the least that you can do for being enthu right?

as for the stuff that we organise, like chalets and bbq stuff, i mean its not voluntary.
since we're supposed to organise them. but we dont force yall, do we?
there are things that we'll try our best to do ourselves, within our means.
we ask yall to help because we need yall, not just for the sake of asking.
and as part of the squad, yall are supposed to play your part, aint you?
and of course, if yall wont come for self-organised drill pracs, we cant do anything, can we?
i agree that yall have a choice whether to come or not to come. so yea, we dont force, we persuade, even though yall find us irritating/naggy.
i would say at least we took the trouble to ask yall, cuz we still cared for yall as squadmates.
yall may think that those pracs, mass studying may not help and are useless in the sense, but i would say at least we're trying. other than being enthu, there's still bonding.
when we do things together, we talk, we bond better, dont we?

and of course, we're not trying to say that introverts who dont talk at all aint enthu AT ALL.
just that you know we have to shout in np.
its part of np, something you just have to do.
as in, we're just trying to get yall to like, shout more at appropriate times, in other sense, be more 'enthu'.
p/s. we dont like being split up, during pt. yall may think that we're slacking while yall are like super hiong. but we dont like it, we dont like our squad being split up just because yall dont shout. it's not supposed to be like that.

i think most of us will be very happy if yall will come to act willingly, not forced and looking all unwilling. and of course, shout when you're supposed to. we're all shouting with yall, there isnt anything embarrassed or hard about it since we're all in this with yall. i know yall need time to like, become more 'enthu'. but still, i must say that there's not much time left. promos coming, nco-ship coming. it's not going to be easy when the time comes. we'll have to prepare for it. im sure if yall are willing to try, im sure theres gonna be a difference.no matter how insignificant its gonna be, a difference IS a difference. as in we just need a few of yall to start it. influence each other. that happens to the girls too, we do influence each other, encourage each other to come for act. most of us come for acts because of squadmates. yall can too, if yall are willing to. we may not be the perfect squadmates yall can have, people all have their positive and negative points. if yall need us to change, tell us, straight in the face or anything. at least tell us what we need to change. we're more than willing to have a HTHT with yall, like thrash out everything instead of blogging everything. it would be much better. but it'll only work out if yall are willing to coorperate with us in the sense.

and ky, thanks for willing to help the guys to apologise.
your questions do make alot of sense.
and i crapped a whole lot of crap answering them.
i apologise if i sounded wrong/offensive/rude up there.
and most of all, im not trying to like, say that yall are wrong and we're always right.
i think we need to talk it out, thats all.

;; 199*

yay. finally.
one more post yea. (:

hmms. got back 2 papers today..
geog& chem.
well, got 41/50 for chem and 62.5/80 for geog.
first a1 till now, thanks geog, i really love you. haha.

well. freaking funny malay lesson today.
the cher was pulling ppl out to 'dance' with her k.
while singing 'chan mali chan'
haha. she was freaking high k.
lol.
kept tugging at claire's skirt lah!
her expression totally jing1 dian3 can!
had funny doing the long long thingy used in malay weddings,
e colourful thingy(:
its so nice lah.
haha. and e guys kept playing with e coconut stick thingy. (:
we watched 鸦片战争 today. well, didnt really watch, since wasn't really interested.
was like writing my masterpiece no.2.
will post it soon..
er. i felt like strangling myself for all those stupid careless mistakes i made in the chem paper k.
like, i wrote a stupid B for bromine gas instead of Br and..
BIG CROSS! 2 marks flew away.
im really dumb i know-.-
and watched narnia in LT5 with 2j.
well, they were 'full of comments' i would say. haha.
and we re-watched like 30mins of it for 2j's sake.
and it was like damn sad when the aslan died._.

ok, then it was CCA.
wooooooooooosh.
it was freaking cool k.
best CC&CD lesson since rod.
ncos shannon&junjie took us for cd, they are nice(:
played charades and our group won(:
did punishment as a sqd though, pumpings, frog jumps, bunny hops and star jumps.
haha. so funny(:
zhiliang& hancong were told to do the treatments for choking, cramps, etc.
they were real jokers. hancong who was so calm and slow, making ppl laugh.
and zhiliang just a plain joker. (:
and for cc we learnt about basic survival skills and had topo test.
played hangman too. (:
well. act was fun(:

k. shall talk about highlights of the day.
1) me = joker of the day-.-
well, was queuing up to claim my one mark for chem paper outside 2b classroom.
was standing in a line along the railings, waiting for mr ng.
then suzanne came to ka jiao me.
then she TRIED to hold my paper and NEARLY let it drop to the sec1 classrooms can.
then i was like trying to smack her head.
and i was so dumb, i wanted to hit her head then she siam, then i hit air then dont know why the chem paper flew out of my hands and well 'floating' and 'dropping' down to the 2nd floor.
was like STUNNED, screamed, run.
the whole ROW of 2b-ians were laughing HYSTERICALLY at me i know, especially bryan aw jun wei k. xD
then i ran down to get my soaked in rain water test paper and ran up again, panting like a mad woman.
and joshua was laughing like mad too lah-.-
even junwei laughed k.
super paiseh, imagine that, trying to hit someone's head and threw your test paper downstairs, who can be more joker than me? haha.

well, highlight 2.
SPORTS DAY HEATS today!
GOOD JOB my dear squadmates,
all of you have done well k. (:
well, congrats k.
y'all are really damn pro lah. (:
thanks for doing us proud.
don't feel sad, as we know you did your best.
and it's not like y'all did badly k, you're are pro shits lah.
haha. don't worry about what others may say, we're squadmates so we'll always be proud of y'all.
im sorry for all these cliche stuff but still, we love you loads.
jiayou for the finals k. (:
p/s. specially dedicated to ongmin, feli, ky and matthew. (:

well, think that's all.
this 199th post shall be dedicated to my wonderful squad -- BANGBANGS:D
love you guys loads. (:

p.p/s. got np photos. will post soon:D --- we look damn cool k, a sea of blue:D

toodles,
wenting:D

麦搁憨
吴克群

做你的朋友 所以谂你几句
做你的眼睛 怕你看不清晰
你深爱的那个人
爱的不只是一个人
你不知道他和你一起
却又偷偷爱别人

请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再傻傻的等
我看了都痛
请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再借酒浇愁
想要说却说不出分手

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hey yo!
back from school, tired like a dont know what.
hahah.
YAY. finally there's CCA k.
missed NP so so much.

ok, school.
went to school at the normal time.
was freaking tired and fell asleep on the train& 100.
well, got back math paperONE and i'm damn sad._.
dont ask me how much i scored. :/
ook.
for bio, discussed some random things about school's newspaper recycling system, green reps, and electricity consumption.
shirley& alicia's got CRAZEHHH ideas:D
well.. next we had chinese which was used for cyber-wellness presentation discussion.
hope all goes well tmr. (:
YAY. cant wait to talk to 1b-ians k. (:
heard that they're hyper active! :D
next. CID was spent watching the SANGUOYANYI show.
was alright, i surprised that i actually could understand what they're talking k.
and passed msg with cy-.-
and he gave me a topic to write an impromptu "essay" k.
it's not considered an essay since it's not that long.
well.. then we had hist, was watching the video on hiroshima bombing if im not wrong..
and er. was lengthening, adding substance into my masterpiece..
and langarts, we listened to this podcast by mr. brown.
ok. it's freaking racist, so shall not really say much about the content. hahah. (:
well, lesson was quite slack i would say, since it's AFTER eoys.
i seriously don't understand why they must make us go school, to slack past time? o.o

ok, next HIGHLIGHT of the day.
NP act!!
:D
yay-
it's intensePT&recrea(captain's ball):D
hehe.
intense pt was real cool k. long time since we pt-ed, since cca ended so long ago.
well, i really missed pt with squadmates:D
and we "duck-walk" round the classrooms, and became real "squat"mates. hahaha.
and we cheered "C1-30" down to the bottom floor just to cover the shoutings of the.. i dont know? gg? ncc? sjab?
haha. and we loved that man, really. :D
and recrea was held in the field, with 3 ncos joining us for the game k.
and really had fun lah, though will be better if the guys pass the ball more often to the girls k.
haha. dont you guys love one-man show, well, not really one man, but many MEN show.
LOL. and i saw haokuan and hancong being so enthu during the game k.
so haokuan-ish and hancong-ish respectively.
haha. hope they'll be enthu during normal acts too(:
and my dearest NEMO oonhim&squadmate!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY k.
takecares& bangbang loves you always(:

will be taking part in the inter-unit air pistol shooting competition with ongmin and chinghun.
guys will be matthew, kuanyuan and hancong. (:
will be this sat.
wish us luck bah(:

and hopefully i'll be able to get my limegreen shoes tmr. (:
yay- clique-ers are going with me, if im not wrong? haha.
:DDD

glad that ty did well for her 100m today.
hope matthew& jingxian did well too(:
GOOD LUCK for minos, and 2b-ians taking part in the rest of the race (:
bet im gonna be owned by ty k. LOL.
800m, it's gonna KILL me man.
haha. kahkah, ex-ncos peiwen&jhosy are CRAZEHHHH.
they were running 3k if im not wrong.
LOL. biantai de pro k. hope you guys did well:D

and goodluck to all taking o-levels.
sry for the late wishes but BOYBOY, good luck! all e best:D

ok, to end off,
shall include the short version of my masterpiece, which was completed within 10-15mins of CID lesson.
well, i know it's sucky._. but yea. you may bear with it or just simply ignore it.
claire, thanks for appreciating it k. :D
p/s. credits to pcy for the title(:

有一种爱叫放手 -- 雯婷
21oct2008

爱，是什么？
我知道，有一种爱叫放手。

当知道那人已不再爱时，放手。
当知道自己已不再能够给她幸福时，放手。
当那人已不再将目光投向自己时，放手。
当那人已找到幸福时，放手。

放手，不代表放弃。
只是将她送往一个叫做“幸福”的地方。
既然不再相爱了，又何必如此固执？

如果真的爱，就放手。

p.p/s. this is the original version, shortest one. it's copyrighted k. (: i know it isnt good. haha.

think that's all. byebye~

toodles,
wenting:D

放了手的爱，真的伟大吗?
放了手的爱，就真的够了吗？
放了手的爱，真的能让对方幸福吗？
放了手的爱，真的是爱吗?

那么，我是否也该放手了呢？