Neorago

&it's you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEY CHIUN YUAN:D
may you enjoy your day and stop emo-ing(:

school is starting in 4 days and lots of hw are still undone.
how dead can i be? ._.
(& im still blogging-.-)

and im starting to like suju more and more(:
yay, they're cute.
(heechul!)

and yup been real busy this holidays,
not able to meet up with alot ppl as planned:
1. shyt-c ):
2. 2b-pencil ):
3. ling, sheih, claire ):
4. ten seconds ):

but met up alot with squadmates:D (!)
really enjoy the bond between all of us now.
may things remain unchanged, or maybe even better alright (:

ohya, weiying pls get well soon!
our physics project is so dead btw D:

squad dinner ytd was pretty coool :D
had a great time talking to squadmates..
hope there'll be more outings like this yup.
and shucks, are they serious about not having cca on the first wk of school? O.O
i dont want! i want squadmates!

rvnps107 is the love.

and ohshit.
we're changing seats in term three GAWD.
i dont want i dont want i dont want i dont want i dont want :/
i want my tm ):

ohya vanessa (choo)!
shes in korea now i think.
yijung yijung yijung!
kimbum kimbum kimbum!
yay.

guess alot people are chionging homework yup..
jiayou:D:D

lalala. (:

things are never the same,
without you.

tough luck

& apologies.

we still didnt make it.
hopes dashed.
the miracle didnt happen.

we could have done better, really.
yes, nobody's to be blamed.
maybe its just luck, tough luck guys.

maybe our best is still not enough.

but its alright, im glad i went through it with squadmates.
im thankful for the experience..

there's another chance.
the quiz. we're gonna do our best, really, the best we can.
im gonna give it my all.
thanks ex ma'am sharman for her help..
let's do it sqdmates.

im sorry squadmates, or whoever who pinned high hopes on us.
sorry for the disappointment.

can i get over this? can we?

& leaders

are in the making.

had LMSC (Leadership and Mentoring Skills Course) at ACSI on 10-11 June.
alot schools attended. (:
attendance for bangbang was 20 :D
i think 5 or 6 went on 8-9 june (:
so yup, our attendance was great:D

so for the course..
was actually very scared cos all the HOs were there..
and sir xiaoyi was there T.T

so yup, we went to put our bags in one of the classrm (classrm 3)..
and then proceeded to chapel for briefing or something.
so we sat down and i saw nitro! (:
and then after that we were split up into our different squads.
RV was in squad 6!
instructors were sir jinhui and sir simon (:
and so we had lectures and stuff..
activities were quite sian cos well, everybody was quite low._.

in one of the activities, was sabo-ed to be squad i/c (just for awhile:D)
-sir simon asked for someone who had surname TAN T.T-
and had an AI/C from pioneer sec, jiawei(?)..
it was the "set your goals for the course" activity..
so yup, tried my best to make them talk and discuss.
was really tough cos most were just stoning and dying..
glad that jingxian, weiying, ongmin they all were helping alot:D
conclusion: being a leader is never easy(:

OH. met faizul(?) also.
he's in pioneer sec. also in squad 6:D
and i think i caught a glimpse of zhengxiong on the second day when going home..

yup, basically we had alot of lectures and after each lecture we had games to round it up.
tried my best to stay awake during the lectures..

on the first day sir xiaoyi told us to stay back after dismissal.
okay, we were seriously damn scared, until we nearly all hyperventilate-.-
damn scary.
so we all fall in outside the chapel as instructed.
ALOT sirs and ma'ams came out of the chapel and started asking why we were there.
got one nice sir was like asking..
so he said nevermind, i let yall sit down.
just before he said "on your butts down" sir xy appeared LOL.
drama k.
then we were like all damn scared then in the end he SMILED.
and asked for our june schedule.
then we were like O.O
and yup, we called up squadmates and came up with the schedule (thanks wying!)
and gave him and he chased us off to change and go home..
we had the BIG BIG question mark in our heads.
he actually smiled k LOL!
okay im making him sound like a super evil guy but no hes SUPER NICE:D

the second day we had lectures and games..
and games were quite fun..
enjoyed it :D
we attempted the "get in a circle and sit down on each other's laps" game.
HAHAHA. but we failed-.-
but it was super funny.
learnt alot from this course..
very glad the SIs were treating us as leaders already..

and yes, leaders are in the making..
squadmates, let's jiayou together k. :D

ps. glad that ky and matt are taking initiative in planning and stuff, and jovi too! jiayou guys (:

unit bbq will be updated again next time.. :D it was great..

'cos you know bangbang rocks.

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/edited at 6.25pm
made a nokia phone theme based on bangbang.
squadmates are welcome to download for your phone(:
[some of the photos only have some of us, so feel free to change the photos to others]
link: http://www.ownskin.com/theme_detail?t=hrw4gYwW
ps. you'll have to sign up in order to download i think.. (:

anyway. ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND (zettai kareshi) owns.
i want an absolute boyfriend too! (:

TENJO NIGHT FOREVER.
"i love you, riiko"

effort is all that counts.

results doesnt matter, does it?

yes it does matter:/

went to HTA for .22 shooting competition today.
seems like lady luck wasnt actually happy with us today and yes, to put it simply, bad luck.
everybody sort of screwed up the shoot.
well, as sir oh told us, its the experience that matters..
but i cant stop getting disappointed and sad and even pissed with myself ):
well, no matter what, good job guys.
yes, we tried our best and thats great already.
three cheers for all. (:
hmmm. and saw eugene today. (:

and will update on pk and hfs course another day, it was real funny.
not as boring as i expected.

and tmr is drill promo(:
sqdmates must be mugging away~
jiayou alright!
all the best for tmr..
and i cant seem to stuff all the english translation into my head ):

shall go do my revision.. (:

and just before i go,
wanted to tell all who didnt do as well as expected for shooting today, 2nd or 3rd june, its alright. must cheer up alright (:

ps. can i cry?