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HAPPY BOXING DAY:D

YAY IM ALIVE:D
i mean.. YAY! CD IS OVERRRRRRRRRRR~~

three cheers for bangbang! cuz we survived cd!! hahhaa.
well, i still cant believe that we actually spent four hours, waiting to take a 7 question paper. LOL.

but yep, this year's not as stressed as last year..
last year the mood was totally SERIOUS.
but this year's practical was funny k.
hahaha.
was tested by sir kokleong. and was casualty for alicia, jingxian, etc.
being casualty is fun kay!
hahahaha. and sirs cher-e, kokleong and ma'am angel are super funny. they talked aloud to each other in the room and their conversation is funny.
and there was sth like..

"hey, that girl's mine."
"orh. 男的是你的，女的是我的。"

sound a little wrong yea.. hahahah.
and they said sth abt matthew..

"orh, 我用完matthew就给你。"

made him sound like some item? hahaha.
no offence yep. (:
p/s. sirs and ma'am are super nice. (:

and we 'studied' in the container classroom for four hours(?) waiting to lunch and take the paper.
nco jingyi took super long trying to get us to decide on what we wanna makan.
she super cute. hahaha. the 'chicken rice, duck rice' action. hahahhaa. laughed like hell.

in the end we decided on mc chicken + fries for everybody.
and cuz we THOUGHT our strength was TWENTY FIVE, turned out that we had only TWENTY THREE. so yep, we paid for another two burgers + one fries extra -.-
thanks to jingxian, ongmin and alicia for sharing the eight bucks with me. hahaha.
so yep,
conclusion: we shall pack our own lunch to school next tuesday. LOL. save all the trouble yep.

ohya, two new HOs came today. :D
one of them is weiying's bro. super cool okay. and he's super nice to us. hahaha.
he kept making us laugh. lol. (:

er.. so seven sqdmates absent from promo today.. one less than drill promo..

LALALALA. one LAST day to go.. (:
jiayou kay squadmates& ncos!!
we can de. weeeeeeeeeeeees.

hey 2b, im looking forward to the tuan yuan fan okay!
although still got a month to go. but yep. im super looking forward kay!!
must faster decide on venue, date and details. hahahahha.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES. i love 2b:D

think that's all for now. :D
byebye(:

toodles,
wenting(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI LOO:D
sqdmate, hope you like the birthday songs sung by us okay..
it actually silenced the rowdy unit just now. wahhaha. and you're a zai shit when doing WOC. so yep, good luck for the next two days. :D
p/s. you owe us a billibanja(?)

wahhahaha. :D
today was the big day -- DRILL PROMO.
it killed. serious.
im like ULTRA sunburnt, whole bodyache._.
lalala. like what suzanne said.. im now wenting the red nosed reindeer~~ LOL.

well, i woke up at a freaking 5.15am.
and went out at like 6.30am cuz daddy came to fetch:D
thanks daddy! :D
and yep, we practiced drill abit, checked each other's uni, etc.

the promo itself was a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG process..
8am to like.. 5+ pm?
minus lunch time, etc, around seven hours of drill under the bright smiling sun._.
was timer twice, rejected by ma'am when i tried to do it the third time..
matthew's timing was quite good too, ongmin was the best:D
and lets see... woc totally killed me. my mind went... BLANK._.
and er.. kenneth's WOC sounded like he was in NDP, commanding the whole stadium that kind. made me laugh okay. bet alot ppl saw me vibrating-.-
and haokuan was the extreme. the ankak merah was totally DAMN FUNNY. i vibrated like a dont know what shit-.-
nearly died okay. lol. :/
frankly speaking i prefer baton drill now, easier in the sense cuz we only know a few commands.. LOL. but yep, i think today's promo is not as tough as last year.
hope we did well..
anyway, well done sqdmates:D we managed to get through one day.. two more to go. JIAYOU and mug hard k. we can de. :D

BANGBANG jiayou!
jnrs jy! ncos too:D

ohyep.
tmr's xmas eve okay. :D
morning going out with shirley's clique and xian, watching twilight.
thanks xian, my dear, for treating me:X
loveya!
haha. and after that going out with claire they all to orchard countdown. :D
long day tmr.. gonna slp early._.

toodles,
wenting:D

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haiyo. outing at night cancelled. so i'll be damn free after movie which is like noon? LOL. anyone wanna ask me out?? msg me k. hais. super sad xmas eve this year.. lonely yep.. hahahha.
shall mug at home): do hwk, study for promos.. hais. sad life yep.. ._.

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YES. the big day is... TOMORROW.
CPL promo. drill._.
im like.. stressed like a dont know what shit. :/
just polished my boots, prepared my uni.
hmms.
prepared my bible too.
all my own notes in this small little notebook:D
hope it'll bless me for my promo okay.. jkjk.
hais. im totally stressed thinking of WOC.
gosh. bet it's so gonna kill me._.

shall jiayou jiayou!
im like taking a little break from all my revision since i started this early morning..
hais. my whole mind is so cramped with notes that i think if i try to cramp one more thing into my head i think everything's gonna overflow-.-
hahaha. i seriously hope that it wont rain tmr k.
so that we'll have drill as planned.. :D
and of course, more time to prepare for CD(:

okayokay. shall go MUGMUGMUG now._.
jiayou sqdmates!!!
we can do it de okay.
its gonna be tough but im sure we're up to the challenge yea..
GOOD LUCK:D

toodles;
wenting:D

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heyho peeps:D
im back!
back from our unit chalet'o8, proudly organised thebangbangsquad! (:
im so so glad that it went well, although many obstacles and problems were thrown to us through the process.. (:

first, lemme extend thanks to the following people(:
eemin's mum& jovi's dad: thanks auntie& uncle! thanks a million for helping us for the booking of chalet, and the checking-in! :D
all squadmates who came and helped in one way or another: thanks alot my dears. :D this was a success, cuz of you guys. thanks for all the help and of course, for all the joy& fun yea? love yall! bangbang OWNS:D
ex-nco sqd, nco sqd: thanks for coming:D and of course, for all the help along the way.. :D
sir oh: for coming!! and making us laugh, and attempting to help improve our bbq skills(although it failed:X) ;D we love you! (:
ex-nco khinyin: thanks alot for all the help, which includes keeping us entertained, playing with us, laughing and joking with us, helping us with the bbq, and alot alot more.. (: and of course, thanks for being such a nice i/c:D p/s. and for being the first nco to wear the sqd tee we gave yall:D
ex-nco yingting: for coming and laughing with us. you're super blur and cute! haha(:
the five jnrs who came: im sry but i only know four of yall.. ken, peihao, xiaohui(?), ruth if im not wrong.. but anyway, it was nice of yall to come along, and simply for being such nice jnrs k(: thanks for all the help too.. we really did appreciated that:D

ok now.. special thanks goes to...
oonhim, jingxian: for putting in all the effort in the planning, buying of stuff, etc. it was really great having you guys around. i love you girls!
tianli: for being the one who's always cleaning up our room dutifully, keeping our room so clean and free of any xiaoqiang(s) or lizard(s) (:
matthew and jovi: for staying over with tianli and me for the last night. saved us from boredom and rotting.. it was really damn funny when matthew joked about jovi. the dai di games were really nice, we shall play more in the future k. xD and jovi's no rulez shirt was a joke ok. but really, it was really nice of you guys to stay over last night, and well, thanks (:

basically, THANKS to everybody who came/helped, you guys were really great. (:
and also made our lives much easier.. ;D

well.. let's talk about the chalet itself..

16dec2008 (first day)
9 am met at fajar lrt with jingxian, ongmin, xiuhan, tianli, matthew, jovi and hancong..
went up to get charcoal. and went on our way to tiongbahru plaza to 'lunch'.
ate dessert with tianli while the rest ate their lunch..
red ruby is nice k. (:
after lunching, the rest got dessert too.
the guys started playing with the food lo. hahaha. so mature yea~ xD
and after that we set off to pasir ris mrt.
took a wrong bus, alighted at a further bus stop and bus-ed 11 to e-hub..
went shopping at ntuc, took two of the trolleys k. damn cool. wahahhaa.
and we went around the whole ntuc buying all the stuff we needed.
after buying we wheeled one of the trolleys to the chalet.
after leaving the stuff outside the chalet, tianli and i wheeled back the empty trolley back to e-hub, but was super embarrasing cuz it kept "vibrating" and produced weird sound along the way, on uneven ground. super funny.
then when we were walking through the escape carpark, there was this small guy who said:
"you all funny ar, take empty one for what?"
we stopped and laughed like hell when he went off. damn funny k. xD joke lah.
then we went for lunch at mr.chicken rice.
$5.50 k. damn ex. and worse still, the tofu was spicy, nearly killed me. hahaha.
after that we made our way back to the chalet and stoned for awhile before we went to start the fire..
basically the guys like matthew and jovi were starting the fire, with the help of khinyin..
and the first attempt failed cuz the fire burnt through the base of aluminium trayl and the pressure caused it to burn below, burning a HOLE in the plastic table we used. :X
super smelly can. and i think we super qiang2. :X
so we changed plan and placed the aluminium tray directly on the seat outside the chalet and yep, it went well..
although we managed to get the bbq pits ready, according to sir oh and khinyin, our sqd's bbq skills still didnt improve.. hahahah. think we're really helpless when it comes to cooking. xD
and basically, bbq was like usual, just that there were alot alot of food, just kept bbq-ing and bbq-ing.
it was fun though, bbq-ing with sqdmates:D
around 8.30pm, six of us went k-box. :D
tianli, me, vanessa, pris, jingxian and xinyi. :D
was freaking fun..
i got the k-box membership, on behalf of the squad.. sqdmates, anytime wanna go k-box tell me k? (:
the card is freaking nice and cute. ;D
the k-box cost arnd sixteen per person, got two drinks per person and sang from 8.30pm to 1.40pm..
damn fun lo. we got room 11. :D
p/s. the lemon honey/honey lemon(hot) damn nice, although a little too sweet, but good for throat, can sing more if drink that. [i drank two cups of that]
so we sang sang sang.
damn sad that jingxian didnt sing any songs):
i wanna hear her sing lah. ):
and pris only sang a few songs.
haha. i like singing with tianli, super nice:D
and with vanessa too, canto songs by linfeng. :D
i love 'my love', which i sang with chuan;D
and we took photos. (:
ohya, got one of the kbox guy damn funny. cuz i said i wanted hot lemon honey. then cuz vanessa or xinyi told him all the drinks wanna less ice. then he was like telling me hot lemon honey no ice how to less ice. LOL. laughed like hell. hahaha.
its nice going kbox with squadmates, shall go again next time yea? (:
1.40pm liddat we went back to chalet..
me, jingxian and tianli went to bathe..
wanted to bathe at poolside toilet but got too many ppl so only jingxian got to bathe there..
saw sheihyin(?), sheihli's sis there, super qiao k. :D
and then we went to the downtown toilet to bathe instead..
after bathing, we went back..
then tianli and i went to the poolside benches to talk.
i think we talked till 5 liddat..
its like damn funny..
cuz i was so tired that i was talking but mentally falling aslp.
then i talktalktalk, dont know what i was talking..
then suddenly tianli was like 'HUH.'.
xia dao wo, i jumped and woke up.
i rmbed i talked super randomly and said sth abt boxes.. LOL.
laughed like hell can, what a joke..
then the two of us made our way back at arnd five, and went to slp till arnd seven..

17dec2008 (second day)
woke up, washed up, breakfasted on cup noodles with braised peanuts (canned).
i think i cut my thumb while opening the can or sth, so yea, got a deep cut that bleed.
pain but haihao, not very visible. lol.
then jingxian, pris and vanessa left, went home..
then the the five of us wanted to go escape, went to ask the guys..
then well. they didnt want to come with us, and we had tickets for six, so khinyin came with us.
he's nice(:
and we went to play the flipper first..
khinyin commented that it was like bbq-ing us..
the scorching sun and the turning of the seats. hahaha. super funny, and tianli and i laughed at him throughout the whole ride. xD
then we went viking i think..
sat on the topmost with dear oonhim. :D
damn funny. khinyin sat infront of us..
then he at first not scared.. then cuz the two of us screamed then he tensed up...
hahahhaha. oonhim was damn hyper. xDD
was freaking fun..
then we went to the family coaster.. sat with tianli. hahaha. fun k.
damn sad that the rainbow and inverter was closed):
then i forgot what else we took..
then the guys called up and a series of things happened which i wont elaborate on..
then we lunch-ed at the kopitiam at downtown there..
then went cheers to get mineral water before going back to chalet..
the guys played cards in the nco room..
oonhim, xinyi and feli 'napped' on the bottom flr..
me and tianli rested on the stairs..
khinyin was on the second flr, playing psp.
then it was damn funny cuz tianli wanted to return khinyin the money for the mineral water on behalf of xinyi they all.
then he dowan take.
so they started debating and it was freaking funny..
there was sth like..
ky: orhor.. ex squad i/c 的话不要听了hor...
tl: 你都讲你是 EX squad i/c 了..
-laughter-
ky: later i pump you then you know..
tl: 都没有CP.. 还有我有medical reasons 所以不可以 pump 我.. hahaha.
ky: 好 lor, then 我 pump 你的 squad..
damn funny k. i laughed like hell. hahaha.
then cuz the three girls sleeping then khinyin sat with us on the stairs and stared his story-telling..
freaking funny.. something abt 西游记.. go meet 周公 and fought with him..
used all sorts of weapons.. freaking funny lo. xD
interesting entertainment can. xD
then they woke up, then linhan came..
then ex-ncos (guys) came along..
so yea, khinyin went to join his sqd while the ten of us went to escape...
funny lah. we went viking.. and the guys got freaking funny expressions lor.
i laughed like hell at them..
then we went to take a few of the other rides too.. then we took a photo before kenneth went off.
nice k. :D
then we went back chalet..
then feli, oonhim, xinyi had to go at arnd sixplus.
then tianli and i started cleaning up the room since nobody else was really arnd..
after that we went dinner with the guys at the e-hub kopitiam..
they ate damn fast and went to get drinks first before going chalet..
then when the two of us reached the chalet, matthew and jovi was on their way to send linhan and hancong off.
lalala. matthew and jovi decided to stay over:D
then ex-ncos sharman and clarine came and was talking/playing with jnrs..
then the four of us sat on the stairs watching tv. :D
tianli and i boiled potatoes with the kettle. damn nice k. :D
the guys and ex-ncos ate too. hahaha.
and after the show, jnrs went off to arcade while ex-ncos went to the other room..
the four of us played dai di on the second flr.
damn freaking funny k, that matthew and jovi.
made the two of us laugh like hell.
i must say that it was damn fun having them around. :D
then arnd 11plus we stopped and went to bathe.
after that we came back and continued dai di upstairs.
super funny...
played damn long.. and jovi was so tired..
then we talktalktalk..
talked abt japanese prank shows, itc, and alot other funny stuff.
and jovi was complaining that i laughed super loudly._.
then we all decided to slp at arnd twoplus.
four of us slept horizontally on the two beds.
jovi and matthew shared a pillow, tianli didnt want a pillow, so i took a pillow.
then we were talking talking..
then tianli fell aslp, followed by jovi..
then the two of us talked till jovi complained again that i was too loud._.
then jnrs came back, then we went to open door for them.. :D
then we went to slp.. (:

18dec2008 (last day)
woke up at arnd eight, then went wash up, clear all the stuff..
we boiled fishballs like how we boiled potatoes and ate.
nice k, the fishballs. :D
then we cleaned up stuff, pack stuff here and there..
then when it was almost all done, the four of us continued ytd's dai di game.
super funny. laughed alot.
then after that ncos went off..
then we got everything we wanted, checked the other room and came back to continue the game till ten..
then we went to wake clarine and sharman up..
then went downstairs and waited for jnrs to wake up.
then we got everything and check-ed out..
went white sands, breakfasted and mrt-ed back.
p/s. thanks matthew and jovi for helping us carry the stuff. :D
and now im at home typing away~

basically, i would say that the chalet was a success and i enjoyed myself, really. (:
thanks alot to all who made this possible(:

promos are coming.. jiayou sqdmates, ncos, jnrs..
good luck and let's all mug hard after playing hard. (:

think that's all, and photos are uploaded! ;D

toodles,
wenting(:

photos!

great fan of cape7! (:
{outside kbox room 11}

our boiled potatoes:D

matthew feeding jovi the potatoes.
or rather stuffing him with them. xD

wenting, oonhim:D

first attempt - i look bald. LOL!

the first flr, taken from the stairs. (:

the lights in the room.

the stairs, nice place to sleep(:

doorstep again. (:

jingxian, pris and vanessa. :D

vanessa's on the laptop. :D
pris trying to open a bottle of drink?
jingxian doing dont know what?
khinyin's playing psp while lying on the floor. hahaha.

kbox control } room eleven!

vanessa singing, pris in the background(:

room ELEVEN:D

vanessa smiles(:

xinyi looking at the screen(:

tianli's singing, jingxian listening attentively yea? (:

group photo!
i like the way my phone strap's in the photo k. i love this. its super artistic(:

i drank that. honey lemon? (:

the screen. (:

trying to take a picture of jingxian and tianli - failed attempt.

vanessa is happy:D

matthew - candid. :D

the girls are serious man. :D

girl power:D

the guys are not bad either! (:

jovi: watcha doing? -scratches head-
matthew ignores me and was trying to set up the fire.
linhan looks... blur. haha:D

the table we 'burnt':X
it wasnt intentional!!

hahah. the trolley. :D

ice kachang. after its collapse.

jovi: seeee. i made a hole in the middle! (before)
p/s. look at it after its collapse above.

group photo.
this is real pretty. (:
i love squadmates!
{escape}
-guys- (L to R) hancong, kenneth, matthew, linhan, jovi(:
-girls- (L to R) tianli, felicia, wenting, xinyi, oonhim(:

i suppose we all owe you an apology.
it may not help now, but i just wanna say that:
im sorry.
i guess i was too subjective.
but we will wait.
we'll wait till the day,
the day you'd realise that you've never been alone and all of us will always be right beside you.

jx. thanks for telling me all that, and i'll wait, no matter how long it'll take. and that made me cry._. im real guilty.

tag replies:
ws: LOL. okai(:
Yz: haha. okai okai. xD
WANyi: hiya(: of course i do! okai sure(:
Averil: omg. you're freaking high okai! hahaha. spell it the other way round.. yellow! xD hahaha. macchiato so damn cool k. ;D
Vanessaaah: yoyo! (:
chk: yep she is. haha. :D
tseyin: walau eh. stop making me jealous lah. you baddie!
huixian: LOL! what's the difference? tell me xian!! haahhaa. xD
LIN;D: hahaha. cuz got both of our names mah. ;D
suzanne: hahahhaa. lagger. LOL! imy._.
Yz: LOL! im not shaking! hahaha. im not the one taking the photo anyway. LOL!

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went to tianli's hse early this morning to discuss about chalet stuff.
will buy all the stuff on chalet day itself.
will split into different groups and get e stuff.. (:

money's the problem):
cant seem to get money from some of the guys k.
tried to go their hse just now, but didnt in the end.
we're too busy to go around like that. ):
hope they'll be nice to coorperate with us and give us the money on time.
thanks to all female sqdmates who paid for some of the other squadmates(:
and of course, a round of applause for jovi& zhiliang for being the first two guys to pay k. :D
surprise yea. its zhiliang:D

went to lot one with jingxian and tianli.
got bubble tea from sweet talk. the auntie there got AP lor._.
and she put super lot of honey into my honey milktea k.
and didnt stir. ):
lol. i sound so complain-y. :/
went to lib after drinking, and got 5 books.
im forcing myself to read english novels yea.. (:
went home after borrowing books.. (:

i know yall dont like us calling yall, in fact, we dont like calling yall either.
we even go to the extent of going up to your doorstep to collect the money, so what else are you expecting from us? i dont want to say all these but it's just too much to take. i dont know if yall even feel a little guilty, letting us do all the job. i hate myself for saying all these but its really too much. yall find us irritating, we find it tiring too. we're not complaining when we have to travel all around singapore to get money from yall, and how the hell could yall complain so much when you're just slacking at home? is it that hard to stand up from your sofa and go to your wallet, take out 2 10dollar notes and give it to us? is it really that hard? if yall think that by paying up, you're doing your part, i would really want to give yall a tight slap on your face ok. if you've got eyes, or whatever you have, you would know that we're paying our twenty bucks PLUS planning everything AND buying everything. if paying is enough, we would be slacking at home, who would take the trouble to go around calling and saying "hey, can we go to your hse and collect money from you later?". yall are not paying AND not doing ANYTHING, so why are you blaming us for IRRITATING you? excuses, excuses, what else can yall say? yall doubt the way we're treating yall as squadmates, but do yall ever wonder, are yall treating us as squadmates? yall are the ones forcing us to this extent, we dont want to do all these but yall leave us with no choice, no choice at all. so what the hell do yall want us to do? yall dont give a damn do you? sometimes i really have the urge to slack okay. one for all, all for one what, yall want to slack, we can all slack together, we shall all kena together? is that what yall want? rubbish okay. if yall think this is a joke, lemme tell you, its NOT FUNNY. so just snap out of it and be serious, can you? next year we're gonna be year threes, are yall gonna continue being so childish? oh come on, GROW UP PLEASE. i really dont want to say all these, but if i dont say it all out, when will yall realise?

i used to trust both of you so much, i believed that yall will retain that passion. i thought yall were the hope, finally someone whom we can believe in. but both of yall gave me disappointment. i dont know what happened, what made yall who yall are now. but i really miss how yall were like before. one of you promised me, you wont lose that passion, but now, why cant i see that passion burning in you? you told me that you'll keep to your promise, you'll not change. but now, why did things change so much? maybe i shouldnt even get my hopes up right from the start, now that the disappointment is so great. everytime i reread your posts, it's not only heartwarming, its heartbreaking at the same time.

im in a bad mood, maybe not bad. to be exact, its out of disappointment and sadness.
i once thought that they were not that bad, but now thinking back, i see unfairness, i see injustice. why? why are we doing all these when some people obviously dont give a damn? i thought that we could stand all that, that one day, things will change for the better. but now, im losing the drive, its too much, too tiring. how are we supposed to keep ourselves motivated when people just keep disappointing us?

i really hope yall will read this. i dont mean to scold yall nor be rude or even trying to say that we are great while yall suck. im merely trying to say how disappointed we are, how sad we are now. we just need yall to understand that no matter how motivated we may seem, there are always times when we'll feel like giving up. we need yall to give us hope, be there to help us, so that we can go a longer way. that's the kind of squadmates we really need. no more excuses please.

心灰意冷、心酸、心痛、委屈、无奈，

你们懂得多少、感受过多少？

無樂不作　－－　范逸臣


source: http://cape7.pixnet.net/blog/post/19439802

想蒐集夏天的熱 穿越叫 幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇
不自量力 說真的 又有何不可
我想寫歌

當 天是空的 地是乾的
我要為妳 倒進狂熱
讓妳瘋狂 讓妳渴
讓全世界 知道 妳是我的

天氣瘋了 海水滾了
所以我要 無樂不作

不要浪費 每一刻 快樂
當夢的 天行者

像妳這樣的天使 該有翅膀和名字
該美麗中帶著刺 該很認真的屬於 我一次

當 天是空的 地是乾的
我要為妳 倒進狂熱
讓妳瘋狂 讓妳渴 讓全世界 知道 妳是我的

世界末日 就儘管來吧
我會繼續 無樂不作
不會浪費 愛妳的 快樂當夢的 天行者

要快樂 OH～

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just finished watching twilight movie online.
its cool k.
damn nice.
think i wont be watching it at theatres le.
dont wanna spend money.
anyone wanna sponsor me?
hahaha. just kidding(:
hmms. i want an edward too! (:

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drill prac in school today was pretty alright(:
got to know the parade stuff from jingxian:D
jovi makes a great 挑剔 i/c k. (:
hope the next drill prac will be more 有收获.
today's baton drill refreshed memory:D
got to practise all the timings and stuff.
was great.
discussed some chalet stuff too, will need further discussions though..
will collect money from junior tmr. hope they've collected at least some 100bucks? :D
their guys are freaking nice k. (:
may our unit chalet be a success... :D
jiayou sqdmates!

watched cape no. seven with tianli and xinyi at vivo just now, after drill prac.
went shopping with xinyi.
not really shopping, just walking around, waiting for tianli.
hope her knee gets better.. (:
went to PAGEONE with xinyi.
dont really go to bookstores, and today's an exception. haha.
and was 'fed' with books k, till we were too full to eat lunch. haha.
you know like 精神粮食. we must be mad. :D
and saw a few books that i like alot, will check out the library soon~~ ;D

ok, back to movie..
showtime at: 3.40pm
enter cinema at: 3.30pm
movie started at: 4.00pm
watched advertisement for: half an hour.
it was in hall six.
seats: D-05 [wt], D-06 [xy], D-07 [tl] if im not wrong..
it was almost a full house in the theatre.
freaking nice show k.
i wanna watch it a second time!
and i need a sponsor.. anyone? xD

海角七号(:





vanfan- ahkah[hokkien]
super love this movie k. 不愧得金马奖:D
although the plot is about the simple life of taiwanese people, but really 把它拍得很美:D
because of simplicity, that's why 很真实，看了很舒服. (:
all the beautiful sceneries add on to the beauty of the movie.
all the rainbows, the ocean, the sunset, everything. so nice, so sweeet. (:
preetaye(:
without all the grand scenes, the movie brought out the natural beauty of the town -- 〈恒村〉.
-thumbs up- k. (:
it's touching, not teary.
it doesn't really make people cry, but it warms people's hearts.
the tragic love story..
the concert part was the best i would say.
after all the hard work, the "final product".
it was really great, with the pretty sunset, the hyper audience, the best band.
wonderful is the word. perfect. touching.
the 茂伯 is CUTE:D
he owns:D
and 范逸臣 is really shuai, got style k.
田中千绘 is PRETTAYE:D
the 马拉桑 guy is really -speechless- ! :D totally COOLSHYT k. :D
he reminds me of yaozhong i dont know why. hahahah. :D
i love the necklace 友子 got for everyone of the band, super nice.
i want one too! :X
really damn nice k.
no amount of words is able to describe how great the movie really is.
you just have to watch it!
i like the way ahkah said -- ［留下来，不然我跟你走．］
p/s. or sth like that.. :D
damn sweet k. (:
i seriously think cape no. seven is a MUST WATCH! (:

toodles,
wenting:D

; 223*

ok. it's gonna be about np again. (:
i just read the tags by our dear oky.
hmms. it does makes loads of sense i would say..

definition of enthusiasm:
for me, it means to come for acts, to love np from the bottom of your heart, and to at least put in significant effort for np?
i know, definitions differ, and people may not agree with me. but still, i must say that putting in effort is the least that you can do for being enthu right?

as for the stuff that we organise, like chalets and bbq stuff, i mean its not voluntary.
since we're supposed to organise them. but we dont force yall, do we?
there are things that we'll try our best to do ourselves, within our means.
we ask yall to help because we need yall, not just for the sake of asking.
and as part of the squad, yall are supposed to play your part, aint you?
and of course, if yall wont come for self-organised drill pracs, we cant do anything, can we?
i agree that yall have a choice whether to come or not to come. so yea, we dont force, we persuade, even though yall find us irritating/naggy.
i would say at least we took the trouble to ask yall, cuz we still cared for yall as squadmates.
yall may think that those pracs, mass studying may not help and are useless in the sense, but i would say at least we're trying. other than being enthu, there's still bonding.
when we do things together, we talk, we bond better, dont we?

and of course, we're not trying to say that introverts who dont talk at all aint enthu AT ALL.
just that you know we have to shout in np.
its part of np, something you just have to do.
as in, we're just trying to get yall to like, shout more at appropriate times, in other sense, be more 'enthu'.
p/s. we dont like being split up, during pt. yall may think that we're slacking while yall are like super hiong. but we dont like it, we dont like our squad being split up just because yall dont shout. it's not supposed to be like that.

i think most of us will be very happy if yall will come to act willingly, not forced and looking all unwilling. and of course, shout when you're supposed to. we're all shouting with yall, there isnt anything embarrassed or hard about it since we're all in this with yall. i know yall need time to like, become more 'enthu'. but still, i must say that there's not much time left. promos coming, nco-ship coming. it's not going to be easy when the time comes. we'll have to prepare for it. im sure if yall are willing to try, im sure theres gonna be a difference.no matter how insignificant its gonna be, a difference IS a difference. as in we just need a few of yall to start it. influence each other. that happens to the girls too, we do influence each other, encourage each other to come for act. most of us come for acts because of squadmates. yall can too, if yall are willing to. we may not be the perfect squadmates yall can have, people all have their positive and negative points. if yall need us to change, tell us, straight in the face or anything. at least tell us what we need to change. we're more than willing to have a HTHT with yall, like thrash out everything instead of blogging everything. it would be much better. but it'll only work out if yall are willing to coorperate with us in the sense.

and ky, thanks for willing to help the guys to apologise.
your questions do make alot of sense.
and i crapped a whole lot of crap answering them.
i apologise if i sounded wrong/offensive/rude up there.
and most of all, im not trying to like, say that yall are wrong and we're always right.
i think we need to talk it out, thats all.

;; 218*

well, sir eric came back and left us with a few questions..

#1. Why do you come for np?
well, jingxian told sir eric that it's because of squadmates.
i do agree, since squadmates are the only ones who goes through everything with us.
we pt together, get scolded together, stand together, cheer together, laugh and cry together.
they are our source of motivation, people who never fail to encourage us when we're down.
during tough times, i'll just have to look up and seeing my squadmates going through all these with me, i'll endure.
np does mean alot to me, it's something that happened to change me alot.
i used to be kinda of soft spoken, quiet, stay-in-the-corner kind.
np made me open up, made me a more cheerful and high person.
i now enjoy making new friends, interacting with all kinds of people.
i come for np cuz i learn new things from it.
and of course, for the people who brought the change in me -- squadmates, ncos, CIs, HOs, TOs and even jnrs, since they joined us this year.

#2. Why do your squadmates come for np?
most of them do come for the sake of squadmates. im sure most of the girls do.
and im sure some guys come for np cuz they love our unit, although they never will admit it.
they come for np cuz its their cca, somewhere they're able to perform, not academically.
im pretty sure after this few years in np, all of us have developed feelings for this unit, and some may even say its a habit to come.
but still, i'll still believe that they do love rvnp, and of course, love everyone who belongs to the unit.

and oops. i forgot the third question._.

im pretty sure that the guys dont hate rvnp.
well, i guess they just hadnt find that passion, to show their love for the unit.
im sure one day they'll realise the importance of having squadmates around during acts.
im sure one day they'll enjoy the existence of having squadmates during acts.
im sure one day they'll understand the pleasure of pumping, falling in, getting scolded together with squadmates.

squadmates are not only friends.
squadmates drill together,
squadmates learn together,
squadmates pump together,
squadmates bond with each other,
squadmates have that invisible bond between each other.

i love rvnp,
i love squadmates.

;; 217*

16nov'o8 (sunday)
-- mr zty's birthday? happy belated birthday~~
-- went josh's hse for kungfu panda& xbox. :D
-- wahahaha. i screamed like a mad woman when i was playing._.
-- abigail is damn pro at xbox lor. xD

17nov'o8 (monday)
-- hmms. not much stuff to update on? :X

18nov'o8 (tuesday)
-- activitiy.
-- sir eric and other sirs& mdm yini came back.
-- talked to ex-ncos minee& jhosy.
-- mr loke scolded us for late dismissal._.
-- thought alot, very tired (mentally and physically).
-- attendance was 22 and xingjie came. (:
-- pt was interesting cuz we had our 'squadmates jumping jacks', 'twotwo(?) jumping jacks' etc.
-- split pt, guys and girls and girls did the calling game.
-- 'called' jingxian's hse and pizza hut. :D
-- had CD game, and did forfeit(chicken dance+'fly' around the track).
-- had recrea before interaction.

19nov'o8 (wednesday)
-- went nainai hse.
-- went to eat a super nice duck rice for lunch (sry, weird phrasing~)
-- on the comp for the rest of the day i think..

20nov'o8 (thursday)
-- went for a swim with daddy and jie at clementi.
-- ate nice lunch, ate tang yuan:D
-- went home and did chinese hw, and was on the comp..

21nov'o8 (friday)
-- activity.
-- drilled for 4hrs++
-- learnt belok :D
-- lunch-ed.
-- CC& CD mock promo test.
-- enjoyed being the 'statue' for tying arm sling.
-- i seriously think i screwed the two tests._.
-- and nco huimin they all were nice during the tests, trying to give me clues. :X
-- act was fun today, much better than the previous one, at least the mood was better.
-- hope the guys will try harder and be more enthu next act. (:

volunteered to go for the sec one orientation o9 parade.
so will go for friday's rehearsal.
but will miss the tuesday one:/
and yea, ten sqdmates will be drilling too;D

hope to have drill pracs with sqdmates soon.
and must collect money from sqdmates, ncos, and jnrs. haha.

thanks to ahquan for the super sweeeeeeeet msg.
although you're like far far away in china now.. :D
hope you'll takecare of yourself there and yea, msg us if you can(:
hmms. sry didnt go send you off just now cuz of cca. but still wish you yi lu shun feng.
jc-hatsway owns!
haha. love you as a sister and as a fellow 2b-ian(:

replies to tags(:
ws: welcome you. :D
Vanessaaaaah: yo! haha. thanks. you too yea? takecare(: love you.
annabelle: hi nco(: thanks alot. we'll try our best and improve our standards. thanks for all your efforts, as in all the ncos, for trying so hard for our squad. we'll try our very best not to disappoint yall. yall please jiayou too yea? (:
Yz: yea. even class blog has it-.-
Vanessaaaaah: hohohohohohoh (:
ahquan: yea. i'll miss you, i bet the whole family will. do takecare of yourself there too yea(: be back soon! haha(: love you too(:
suzanne: seeeeeee you're the xiaoqi one! jealous! lalalalalallaa~~ xD

done:D

toodles,
wenting(:

;; 216*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 陈雯诗大姐!:D

hehe. FINALLY seventeen. LOL.
lala. ;D best wishes for everything, and well, stay pretty and jiayou for your exams.. (:

hmms. shall update in point form since im really tired and lazy. heh. (:

/yesterday/
- kayaking 2nd day
- capsize drill nearly killed me
- kallang basin has ALOT of dead fishes
- snrs from ODAC are nice(:
- the kayaks were really heavy
- sunburns on hand, legs, forehead and nose
- i look like a cooked lobster
- i want to go for 2star kayaking:D
- eugene get well soon
- i love ghim moh's tangyuan:D
- ghim moh's food are all damn nice:D

/today/
- whole body aching
- woke up at seven cuz sunburns are burning hot and damn pain
- went market with mummy
- have VISIBLE muscles bulging out on my arms
- my back is freaking pain
- read the news on the white tiger incident -- damn sad):
- last but not least, oty's moving today. im super damn sad. ROAR):

think that's all.
i want class outing k.
i miss kbox.

shyt-c forever~~

toodles,
wenting looks like a red lobster._.

;; 215*

yay- it's suzanne sarah day. :D

well, today morning started off with kayaking!
haha. went school early in the morning..
reached around 7.22am i guess. around there.
and saw a bunch of squadmates already waiting excitedly.
hahhaa. :D
met ty soon after, huixian and claire too.
LOL. should have came to school tgt with them k -.-
roar. hahaha.
and we set off soon after..

on the bus trip was gossiping with tianli.
so fun k, i love talking to her:D
and finally we reached kallang basin.
hmms. had trouble with the personal floatation device(PFD), the thingy that LOOKS like life jackets. well, that's because i simply cant find a small enough one to fit me-.-
and mr oh was like . 算了吧, you're too small. -.-
lol. and finally with the help of the instructor and my dear chuan, i managed to get the PFD secured:D

was taught some theory stuff on land.
didnt really catch most of it._.
basically cuz the instructor went like a bullet train and my mind was wondering away to somewhere... LOL.
and we went to get our boats and into water!

hahaha. was freaking funny when i went in circles. :X
and we raft-ed up somewhere.
den i managed to SQUEEZE in between two of the lined up boats, which are tianli and linhan's, becoming another 霸道 one. xD freaking funny. xD
haha. and we were split up, kayaking to the opposite shore.
then we split into groups, and swam 50m.
was tiring cuz its super heavy. LOL. and then we had capsize drill._.
totally scared like shit.
cuz the snrs infront had trouble.
then everybody damn scared. and i was shivering like mad in the rain+wind. LOL.
and i managed to do most of the steps, just that i came out from the wrong side of the kayak, 'losing' my paddle. hahaha.
and all of us only had one try. and we went off to paddle forward, backward, sweep and stuff. :D
its damn funny cuz we kept going in all directions and bumped into each other along the way.
hahaha. and kept saying sorry here, sorry there. xD
ex-ncos chiouyih(?) and guofeng, snr jiaxu were freaking pro. super fast and steady.
hahaha.

and soon after there was lightning risk. so everybody went back and that marked the end of our first day. :D
was super ultra tiring._. hahaha.
my arms are aching so much that i cant lift them up._.
legs were super tired too.
back's aching.
well, basically my whole body aches._.
hahaha. but it's freaking fun. :D

after dismissal in school, went ghim moh market for lunch with sqdmates!
weeeeeees.
its cheap, filling and nice. :D
ate a plate of chic rice that cost 2.50bucks and a bowl of 花生汤圆 that cost 1.50bucks.
freaking 有满足感:D
shall go there often with sqdmates:D
p/s. we shall go for buffet during sqd outing!

after lunch went off to take train from buona vista.
but the train broke down-.-
and end up stuck at the station for over 20mins.
haha. finally a train that worked came by and we boarded :D
on the way pris kept making me laugh like hell!
dont know why i so high but yea. hahaha.
especially the 'this is the EYE of my presentation' and 'paint' joke. xDDDD
totally madness. xD
weees. i love sqdmates:D

ongmin, takecare of yourself and hope to see you high and jumping tmr yea? :D
vanessa too!

well. on my way home..
i saw AHEM.
and he just sent AHEM home. LOL. xD
and was kena caught by me k. xD
hehehe.
eeeeeyerrrrrrr. so nice lor. how come nobody send me home de?! -pouts-
hahaha. NO LAH NO LAH. how nice of you to send her home yea? keep up e good work. :D
jiayou~~~~ xD

hehe. think that's all.
im really dying from my muscle aches):
gonna sleep le. byebye:D

btw. i see MUSCLES on my arm forming k. you know like the 'mouse'~
IM STRONG:D
hahahaha.

toodles,
wenting wants someone to send me home too.
NO LAH, wenting loves kayaking:D

;; 213*

today is wenting sarah day. :D
ps. look at the date. haha.

and well, ytd's act was not that tough but kinda of sian cuz only twelve were present.
was tired from lack of sleep during chalet, that's why i was dozing off during lunch. LOL.

well, act was 8am-5pm ytd.
had drill(half u), cc and interaction.
hmms, i didnt know that we nid to fall in by 7.50am, so when im done changing into half u, it was alr like 7.55am? and some sqdmates arrived then, so in the end we were super late._.
and well, alot of sqdmates were off to class chalets and was feeling ._.
and well, we started off with drill, taken by ncos junjie, shannon, huimin, wilson, jiele, and more.
it was pretty alright, just that i lost my voice-.-
and sizing was really bad k.
it was like. SATU! DUA! SATU! DUA! ------ 'imaginary dua'
LOL. the ncos kept laughing at me k. LOL.
was joke of the day. and i think it was nco junjie or wilson who said that it was like the volume getting softer from one end to the other, till it was me, when the volume's off. LOL.
super paiseh.
and we drill-ed. did the usual stuff. but was kinda of confused when more ncos came and some said to treat them as if they were in half u, some didnt. and we didnt know which commands to execute and which ones not to. LOL.
and we played the statc game again. and ncos were trying to cheat us by standing beside us and making the turning sound with their shoes. LOL. and ky was freaking funny. kept laughing and commenting about tianli's navigation. cuz she either turns too much or too little.
and according to ky, it was like asking her to turn north but she turned north-east. LOL.
ok. we're super bad._.
haha. and we talked to nco jiele and junjie halfway through drill. and we asked nco junjie alot questions and most of it he says is secret. LOL. and ncos wilson and dont know who were holding rifles and mimicking the ten brothers show, the qiang1bi4 thing. super funny!
and well, after drill, we had cc which was tent-pitching.
hmms. we had pegging session before we tent pitched.
and ongmin the pro managed to peg in like 5s?
LOL. and ky was totally shocked and unable to accept the fact that he's slower than ongmin. xD
and ncos were saying that nco leetheng was trying to train our whole sqd to be pegging pros, all can join cc comp. hahhaa.
after which we pitched tents, in 2 groups. was bad. took super long and due to lack of practice, we forgot how to tie the knots._.
and we went for lunch, when i rained super heavily. lol.
and i dozed off during lunch. and we went back for cc continued.
but due to the lack of classrooms, we ended up sitting along the corridors, and talking to ncos bernice and jingyi.
well, they answered most of our questions, and well, we were glad (:
and they talked to us abt subject combi too. gave us advice. (:
thanks alot!
and we had a mini intra squad cc comp to kill time and to revise. heh. :D
well, then we went to pitch tents for the second time, this time only 1 tent. was much better than the first and yea, a little faster i suppose?
hahaa. and we un-pitched our tents and and were dismissed after the long day.

was really tired ytd. super.
haha. but i still loved acts with sqdmates. hope next act will have a much better attendance yea? (:

takecares peepos.

toodles,
wenting loves everybody(:

;; 199*

yay. finally.
one more post yea. (:

hmms. got back 2 papers today..
geog& chem.
well, got 41/50 for chem and 62.5/80 for geog.
first a1 till now, thanks geog, i really love you. haha.

well. freaking funny malay lesson today.
the cher was pulling ppl out to 'dance' with her k.
while singing 'chan mali chan'
haha. she was freaking high k.
lol.
kept tugging at claire's skirt lah!
her expression totally jing1 dian3 can!
had funny doing the long long thingy used in malay weddings,
e colourful thingy(:
its so nice lah.
haha. and e guys kept playing with e coconut stick thingy. (:
we watched 鸦片战争 today. well, didnt really watch, since wasn't really interested.
was like writing my masterpiece no.2.
will post it soon..
er. i felt like strangling myself for all those stupid careless mistakes i made in the chem paper k.
like, i wrote a stupid B for bromine gas instead of Br and..
BIG CROSS! 2 marks flew away.
im really dumb i know-.-
and watched narnia in LT5 with 2j.
well, they were 'full of comments' i would say. haha.
and we re-watched like 30mins of it for 2j's sake.
and it was like damn sad when the aslan died._.

ok, then it was CCA.
wooooooooooosh.
it was freaking cool k.
best CC&CD lesson since rod.
ncos shannon&junjie took us for cd, they are nice(:
played charades and our group won(:
did punishment as a sqd though, pumpings, frog jumps, bunny hops and star jumps.
haha. so funny(:
zhiliang& hancong were told to do the treatments for choking, cramps, etc.
they were real jokers. hancong who was so calm and slow, making ppl laugh.
and zhiliang just a plain joker. (:
and for cc we learnt about basic survival skills and had topo test.
played hangman too. (:
well. act was fun(:

k. shall talk about highlights of the day.
1) me = joker of the day-.-
well, was queuing up to claim my one mark for chem paper outside 2b classroom.
was standing in a line along the railings, waiting for mr ng.
then suzanne came to ka jiao me.
then she TRIED to hold my paper and NEARLY let it drop to the sec1 classrooms can.
then i was like trying to smack her head.
and i was so dumb, i wanted to hit her head then she siam, then i hit air then dont know why the chem paper flew out of my hands and well 'floating' and 'dropping' down to the 2nd floor.
was like STUNNED, screamed, run.
the whole ROW of 2b-ians were laughing HYSTERICALLY at me i know, especially bryan aw jun wei k. xD
then i ran down to get my soaked in rain water test paper and ran up again, panting like a mad woman.
and joshua was laughing like mad too lah-.-
even junwei laughed k.
super paiseh, imagine that, trying to hit someone's head and threw your test paper downstairs, who can be more joker than me? haha.

well, highlight 2.
SPORTS DAY HEATS today!
GOOD JOB my dear squadmates,
all of you have done well k. (:
well, congrats k.
y'all are really damn pro lah. (:
thanks for doing us proud.
don't feel sad, as we know you did your best.
and it's not like y'all did badly k, you're are pro shits lah.
haha. don't worry about what others may say, we're squadmates so we'll always be proud of y'all.
im sorry for all these cliche stuff but still, we love you loads.
jiayou for the finals k. (:
p/s. specially dedicated to ongmin, feli, ky and matthew. (:

well, think that's all.
this 199th post shall be dedicated to my wonderful squad -- BANGBANGS:D
love you guys loads. (:

p.p/s. got np photos. will post soon:D --- we look damn cool k, a sea of blue:D

toodles,
wenting:D

麦搁憨
吴克群

做你的朋友 所以谂你几句
做你的眼睛 怕你看不清晰
你深爱的那个人
爱的不只是一个人
你不知道他和你一起
却又偷偷爱别人

请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再傻傻的等
我看了都痛
请你麦搁憨
请你麦搁憨
请你别再借酒浇愁
想要说却说不出分手

;; 197*

hey yo!
back from school, tired like a dont know what.
hahah.
YAY. finally there's CCA k.
missed NP so so much.

ok, school.
went to school at the normal time.
was freaking tired and fell asleep on the train& 100.
well, got back math paperONE and i'm damn sad._.
dont ask me how much i scored. :/
ook.
for bio, discussed some random things about school's newspaper recycling system, green reps, and electricity consumption.
shirley& alicia's got CRAZEHHH ideas:D
well.. next we had chinese which was used for cyber-wellness presentation discussion.
hope all goes well tmr. (:
YAY. cant wait to talk to 1b-ians k. (:
heard that they're hyper active! :D
next. CID was spent watching the SANGUOYANYI show.
was alright, i surprised that i actually could understand what they're talking k.
and passed msg with cy-.-
and he gave me a topic to write an impromptu "essay" k.
it's not considered an essay since it's not that long.
well.. then we had hist, was watching the video on hiroshima bombing if im not wrong..
and er. was lengthening, adding substance into my masterpiece..
and langarts, we listened to this podcast by mr. brown.
ok. it's freaking racist, so shall not really say much about the content. hahah. (:
well, lesson was quite slack i would say, since it's AFTER eoys.
i seriously don't understand why they must make us go school, to slack past time? o.o

ok, next HIGHLIGHT of the day.
NP act!!
:D
yay-
it's intensePT&recrea(captain's ball):D
hehe.
intense pt was real cool k. long time since we pt-ed, since cca ended so long ago.
well, i really missed pt with squadmates:D
and we "duck-walk" round the classrooms, and became real "squat"mates. hahaha.
and we cheered "C1-30" down to the bottom floor just to cover the shoutings of the.. i dont know? gg? ncc? sjab?
haha. and we loved that man, really. :D
and recrea was held in the field, with 3 ncos joining us for the game k.
and really had fun lah, though will be better if the guys pass the ball more often to the girls k.
haha. dont you guys love one-man show, well, not really one man, but many MEN show.
LOL. and i saw haokuan and hancong being so enthu during the game k.
so haokuan-ish and hancong-ish respectively.
haha. hope they'll be enthu during normal acts too(:
and my dearest NEMO oonhim&squadmate!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY k.
takecares& bangbang loves you always(:

will be taking part in the inter-unit air pistol shooting competition with ongmin and chinghun.
guys will be matthew, kuanyuan and hancong. (:
will be this sat.
wish us luck bah(:

and hopefully i'll be able to get my limegreen shoes tmr. (:
yay- clique-ers are going with me, if im not wrong? haha.
:DDD

glad that ty did well for her 100m today.
hope matthew& jingxian did well too(:
GOOD LUCK for minos, and 2b-ians taking part in the rest of the race (:
bet im gonna be owned by ty k. LOL.
800m, it's gonna KILL me man.
haha. kahkah, ex-ncos peiwen&jhosy are CRAZEHHHH.
they were running 3k if im not wrong.
LOL. biantai de pro k. hope you guys did well:D

and goodluck to all taking o-levels.
sry for the late wishes but BOYBOY, good luck! all e best:D

ok, to end off,
shall include the short version of my masterpiece, which was completed within 10-15mins of CID lesson.
well, i know it's sucky._. but yea. you may bear with it or just simply ignore it.
claire, thanks for appreciating it k. :D
p/s. credits to pcy for the title(:

有一种爱叫放手 -- 雯婷
21oct2008

爱，是什么？
我知道，有一种爱叫放手。

当知道那人已不再爱时，放手。
当知道自己已不再能够给她幸福时，放手。
当那人已不再将目光投向自己时，放手。
当那人已找到幸福时，放手。

放手，不代表放弃。
只是将她送往一个叫做“幸福”的地方。
既然不再相爱了，又何必如此固执？

如果真的爱，就放手。

p.p/s. this is the original version, shortest one. it's copyrighted k. (: i know it isnt good. haha.

think that's all. byebye~

toodles,
wenting:D

放了手的爱，真的伟大吗?
放了手的爱，就真的够了吗？
放了手的爱，真的能让对方幸福吗？
放了手的爱，真的是爱吗?

那么，我是否也该放手了呢？