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okay.
today's a super down day.
i know.. im supposed to update on first day of school, but today no mood so yep.
will update next time, promise.

well, i dont know why.
got a damn akfbaigbaibgi feeling.
woke up with swollen eyes today:/
and yep. i dont know, got a super weird feeling.
everybody seems so down recently, and today is the extreme.
there's this like.. cloud of emo-ness arnd everybody..
why ar?
i dont know. :/

i dont know what caused all the emo-ness.
maybe the new classes, the new faces in class, the year three stress, the mere thought of the mountains of hw we'll have, or whatever the cause.
no matter why you're like so emo hor, must think on the bright side of things okay.
today may be down, but today's coming to an end, and tmr will be a much better day k.
i know this is like self delusion but yep, i hope it'll help a bit?

and er..
im a person whos not that good with words, so yep, sometimes i might appear to be quiet and like stoning but im actually listening k.
im like listening, thinking, digesting.
i may not talk alot of sense but well, i try to understand how yall feel, and i'll try my best to help.
so er.. sry if i dont seem much of a help.
but whenever yall need someone to listen to you right, feel free to like talk to me, i'll be listening.
and er. i know sometimes i like.. talk without thinking. so yep, may be a little offensive, so yep.
sry ar..
and most of all, if i did offend you or sth, feel free to like, tell me in the face or anything. i wont like bear a grudge lah, so yep.

haiyo. i sound so ohagigbdbganj today:/
alamak. maybe cuz i still cant adapt to year three life, and er.. new class.
so yep, im like missing 2b like a ghaoghsangong.
dont know how long it'll take for me to like adapt. so yep, i'll try.
but 2b will never be forgotten, never ever.

emo post. lol.

post - #166
mood - emo? i dont know.

hey. im back:DD
from HQ M'sia trip o8.
had lots of fun.
shall post another post on it another time.

here to crap about how weird im feeling now.
-.-
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
like a shit.
my world's changing.
everything's changing.
like my whole world's turning topsy-turvy.
i dont know why.
i dont know how.
its somehow just different in one way or another._.

alot things happened.
and yea.
everything's like stressing me out.
):
but hey. its holidays now.
holidays shld be happy and relaxing isnt it?
like a shit.
my holidays totally sucks now.
):
full of stress, troubles, homework, projects, etc.
cant stand it man.
feel like banging my head onto the wall.
:/

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
rawr.

confused now.
its such a complicated issue.
and gosh.
im not even sure of my own feelingsD:

fear?
rawr...
i dont know.

if i've accidentally hurt you, im sorry.
i dont know?
it somehow seems real and fake at the same time.
or am i just thinking too much?
oh well.
at least i hope its nothing and it wudnt affect our friendship.

ok. enough of no-link stuff and crap.
for those who are blur now, nvm.
cuz im blur by the happenings around me at the same time.
lol. so..
you can choose to ignore and forget about this whole post. (:
ps. cuz its kinda of useless when you dont understand a word.

so yea. wishing everybody happy holidays(:
and treasure it.
cuz 2weeks gone just like that._.
jiayou for those with tons of homework waiting for you. (eg. me)
byes.

wenting.

reply to tags.

Tseyin- LOL. why m i crazy? o.O u mad pig!

eugene- yeaps. linked:D

KAISHI- hmms. i wonder if we will get to have gatherings? :D

eugene- haha. thks for tagging;D

KAISHI- yeap! linkked;D

Zheng Qian- linkked!

ying xin- wooohooo. ok sure;D

om- thks my dear. ;D love u!

chinghun ;D- thks my dear. n yea. had fun! haha. lol. that dumbdumb. xD

ShIrleyy- yea. enjoyed it alot;D wooohoo. thks. love u!

ShIrleyy-ok. i'll try. (: love my squaddies alot!

♥Oonhim :D-haha. yea. had lotsa fun!! (: think u're having fun now in thailand!

JingXian- thks my dearrrr. (: loves!

Yz- hahaa. sure.. :D

om- hehh. thks! i did. ;D loves!

JingXian- thks a million man. love u my dear squaddie. (:

♥Oonhim :D- haha. yea. but i didnt hurt myself during e m'sia trip! surprise surprise! ;D love u guys loads. (: