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okay.
today's a super down day.
i know.. im supposed to update on first day of school, but today no mood so yep.
will update next time, promise.

well, i dont know why.
got a damn akfbaigbaibgi feeling.
woke up with swollen eyes today:/
and yep. i dont know, got a super weird feeling.
everybody seems so down recently, and today is the extreme.
there's this like.. cloud of emo-ness arnd everybody..
why ar?
i dont know. :/

i dont know what caused all the emo-ness.
maybe the new classes, the new faces in class, the year three stress, the mere thought of the mountains of hw we'll have, or whatever the cause.
no matter why you're like so emo hor, must think on the bright side of things okay.
today may be down, but today's coming to an end, and tmr will be a much better day k.
i know this is like self delusion but yep, i hope it'll help a bit?

and er..
im a person whos not that good with words, so yep, sometimes i might appear to be quiet and like stoning but im actually listening k.
im like listening, thinking, digesting.
i may not talk alot of sense but well, i try to understand how yall feel, and i'll try my best to help.
so er.. sry if i dont seem much of a help.
but whenever yall need someone to listen to you right, feel free to like talk to me, i'll be listening.
and er. i know sometimes i like.. talk without thinking. so yep, may be a little offensive, so yep.
sry ar..
and most of all, if i did offend you or sth, feel free to like, tell me in the face or anything. i wont like bear a grudge lah, so yep.

haiyo. i sound so ohagigbdbganj today:/
alamak. maybe cuz i still cant adapt to year three life, and er.. new class.
so yep, im like missing 2b like a ghaoghsangong.
dont know how long it'll take for me to like adapt. so yep, i'll try.
but 2b will never be forgotten, never ever.