probably the last,

or maybe not.

had a great activity today.
start of act was horrible though.
sun was hot like mad, cadets were dying, drill and attitute was shit.
alot of casualties after sometime.

so decided to be flexible ncos, and exchanged time for interaction and drill.
interaction was quite fun? idk.
did alot of talking w xinyi, while ky had a guy session w the s1 guys.
girls said some really sweet things, heartwarming. (:
told them that friday was last act, and suddenly realised that they were going for swearing-in ceremony on friday.
ohno, which means no act with them
(sian, cant make it to go swearing-in with them. its not the full u part, its the midnight flight part -.-)
and now jx says that we're stepping down in mid-june.
i feel damn scammed (yes ky, freaking scammed-.-)
now i have no idea which to believe, whether we're stepping down this wk or mid-june.
LOL, but still.
had a HTHT with s1s just now, shared Sir Eric's stories, shared experiences, shared our expectations, shared what to expect in s2 and more.
Not sure if they got everything we wanted to express/bring across but hope they did.
trying to stress that SQUADMATES ARE IMPORTANT PEOPLE!
People i'll treasure as long as life goes on for me (:
And also, there's no time in NP for regrets cos the next thing you know, its the end of NCO-ship.

No matter what,
Life for the past 3 months with yall had been great.
Thanks for making my NCO-ship more meaningful than i thought it would be.
Thanks for making my last yr in NP so colourful.
It had been nice passing on our knowledge.
It's nice seeing yall bond.
Our expectation of yall is high, and im sure expectations rise throughout your 4 yrs in NP.
Hope we have made your NP life better.
Thanks for being part of our NP life, because it will never be the same without yall.
Not all of you may like us, some of you may even hate us, but still, we believe we're doing what's best for yall.
Yall will know when yall become NCOs yourselves.
Dont ever allow your standard to drop, rise as a squad, be an elite squad, allow us to come back in a few years time and be proud of yall for whatever yall are doing.
rvnps110, our s1squad, forever.

ohyeah,
Thankyou to my dearest fellow ics, Weiying, Kuanyuan and Xinyi.
Thanks for everything. Taking act with yall made life so much more fun and enjoyable.
Will always remember the fun, joy and laughter we shared during acts.
It's nice to establish the 默契 with yall through taking acts together, something added on to being squadmates.
Thanks for helping in any and every way.
I may not be a wonderful IC but i believe, somehow or rather, yall complemented any flaws i had.
Together, i believed we've made a difference in them.
S1'10 ICs rocks (:

sat next to amanda today, it was great.
she's damn damn cute!
wonderful tablemate.
qiutian is behind me and next to her is zixin.
hahaha. :D
oh and alicia went back home today, hope shes feeling better..
takecare because qingdao trip is in 3 DAYS:D

quoting poem shared by Sir Eric (I've Learned....)
not everything, just some parts.
I've learned...that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.
I've learned...that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned… that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learned… that it pays to believe in miracles.
I've learned… that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up.
I've learned… that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learned… that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned...that opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned...that everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
I've learned...that life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned… that I still have a lot to learn.