probably the last,

or maybe not.

had a great activity today.
start of act was horrible though.
sun was hot like mad, cadets were dying, drill and attitute was shit.
alot of casualties after sometime.

so decided to be flexible ncos, and exchanged time for interaction and drill.
interaction was quite fun? idk.
did alot of talking w xinyi, while ky had a guy session w the s1 guys.
girls said some really sweet things, heartwarming. (:
told them that friday was last act, and suddenly realised that they were going for swearing-in ceremony on friday.
ohno, which means no act with them
(sian, cant make it to go swearing-in with them. its not the full u part, its the midnight flight part -.-)
and now jx says that we're stepping down in mid-june.
i feel damn scammed (yes ky, freaking scammed-.-)
now i have no idea which to believe, whether we're stepping down this wk or mid-june.
LOL, but still.
had a HTHT with s1s just now, shared Sir Eric's stories, shared experiences, shared our expectations, shared what to expect in s2 and more.
Not sure if they got everything we wanted to express/bring across but hope they did.
trying to stress that SQUADMATES ARE IMPORTANT PEOPLE!
People i'll treasure as long as life goes on for me (:
And also, there's no time in NP for regrets cos the next thing you know, its the end of NCO-ship.

No matter what,
Life for the past 3 months with yall had been great.
Thanks for making my NCO-ship more meaningful than i thought it would be.
Thanks for making my last yr in NP so colourful.
It had been nice passing on our knowledge.
It's nice seeing yall bond.
Our expectation of yall is high, and im sure expectations rise throughout your 4 yrs in NP.
Hope we have made your NP life better.
Thanks for being part of our NP life, because it will never be the same without yall.
Not all of you may like us, some of you may even hate us, but still, we believe we're doing what's best for yall.
Yall will know when yall become NCOs yourselves.
Dont ever allow your standard to drop, rise as a squad, be an elite squad, allow us to come back in a few years time and be proud of yall for whatever yall are doing.
rvnps110, our s1squad, forever.

ohyeah,
Thankyou to my dearest fellow ics, Weiying, Kuanyuan and Xinyi.
Thanks for everything. Taking act with yall made life so much more fun and enjoyable.
Will always remember the fun, joy and laughter we shared during acts.
It's nice to establish the 默契 with yall through taking acts together, something added on to being squadmates.
Thanks for helping in any and every way.
I may not be a wonderful IC but i believe, somehow or rather, yall complemented any flaws i had.
Together, i believed we've made a difference in them.
S1'10 ICs rocks (:

sat next to amanda today, it was great.
she's damn damn cute!
wonderful tablemate.
qiutian is behind me and next to her is zixin.
hahaha. :D
oh and alicia went back home today, hope shes feeling better..
takecare because qingdao trip is in 3 DAYS:D

quoting poem shared by Sir Eric (I've Learned....)
not everything, just some parts.
I've learned...that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.
I've learned...that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned… that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learned… that it pays to believe in miracles.
I've learned… that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up.
I've learned… that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learned… that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned...that opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned...that everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
I've learned...that life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned… that I still have a lot to learn.

a night of glamour,

a night of love, a night of our unit, RVNP.

yay 3 cheers for RVGG,
an awesome campfire they put up for us on sat, 15may.
great job girls, it was great, really.
it was nice to have a night of UG.

okay, so before the campfire, went to dinner at CARL'S JR with jx,om,oon,tl,xh.
LOL jx called it COW'S JR. :D
yup, and the burger was HUGE, which i cant finish.
it was delicious though :D

then we rushed back to school cos we realised we were running out of time.
then bus-ed and reached at 6.40pm, so yes we were late LOL
s1s were alr fall-ed in, s2s sat in a circle.
haha so we went for the structure.
nice climb! :D
sad that not all s1s got a try, but nevermind, more chances next yr, next next yr..

ohyes, the red carpet into the hall was nice!
although me and mian walked freaking fast.
(yes, one of the guides commented: "eh, why they walk so fast one?")
hahaha. but yes, i saw the raising of poles as we walked, nice one (:

and yep, we went to sit down and started random snappings of s1s.
my phone died on me.
yeah, it gave me disgusting photos LOL

campfire programmes were damn fun,
awesome dances by guides.
oh and nice boyband of fuhua :D
(LOL vanessa :D)
had cheering/singing sessions.
games. haha wu lian pai represented by weien and kristina, and treasure hunt represented by jialing and qinping.
well done :D
got the most enthu grp yay :D (we had 50 over people can LOL)

took alot photos.
and yes, we had a unit bilibanja (with ncos in the middle yay!)
and we had unit cheer too RVNP SOLID SAH.

s1s were really high that night,
ran to the field and wanted to do DRAGON PUMPING.
i was O.O, it was pitch black in the field.
haha but went with them, nice seeing them work so hard with their sqdmates :D
oh yes, their pokerface dance, promised them to let them do next act which is tmr.
:D hope we'll have time yup.

at the end of the night,
it suddenly dawned on me that time was running out.
our days in np are numbered.
we're leaving real soon.
i suddenly felt empty, hollow.
i guess squadmates can undestand this feeling too.
life will never be the same after we leave np, it will never be.


rvnps107 is the love,
rvnps110 jiayou.
RVNP, the unit that shines.

im proud to say, I'm an RVNP cadet.