post: #150!
mood: somehow contradicting :/
hiya. firstly. heres wishing junwei n myself a happy 14th birthday! -screams n hops arnd madly-
haha . ohyea. went for music at suzannes hse juz now. LAUGHED like hell man. trust me 2b-ians. u all will see retards during music on wed. LOL . cuz we filmed e vid ourselves._. can u imagine that? -face turns pale- LOL . haha . fine. not tat scary actually:D
ohyea. after that we rushed off to plaza sing for class outing. :D watched movie[AhLongPteLtd]
its total FUNNY-NESS man . thos its rather sick at times, there are touching scenes too. (: its a pretty good movie in the sense that it makes singaporeans feel a sense of belonging? not sure if its sense of belonging but who cares. haha . n yea. totally guilty for making weijie watch ahlong again. :/ paiseh. ohyea. well. wore heels today. n it killed me man. legs totally numbed when i reach home. lucky calf muscles nv cramp:X haha .
ok fine. LOTS OF THANKS to all who wished me happy birthday. tis includes my family, pri sch frens, classmates, sqdmates n more. really thks man. u all are totally loved. (:
special thanks to this special sqdmate for a special bd wish. [not tat the rest arent special. juz tat. yea. u noe wad i mean(:] n shes none other than ONGMIN. thks my dear. ur msg made my tears flow at plaza sing, infront of hundreds of ppl. fine. mayb not tat much but wadever;D yea. gonna quote her msg here...
"this message is for someone very special,
someone who accompanies me in enduring PT,
someone who endures the hot sun with me during drill,
someone who tolerates the boredom with me during CC and CD .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUADMATE!!!"
my first reaction was like. -stunned &eyes became watery- and before i noe, tears started flowing. i dont know why i cried actually. maybe bcuz im rather disappointed by some ppl till i wanna break dwn le. n its like she made me feel that everything i've done is worth it. made me feel appreciated on this special day. n mayb tats y tis is the best &nicest birhtday present or rather wish ive received tis yr. n its tats enough to make me cry. really.
i started wondering whether anyone cared abt everything i've done, everything i've said, or does any0ne even see the effort that i've put in? or even ponder whether all i've done is actually worth it? seeing how we are treated. this really demoralised me alot.
however, i noe tat alot of u appreciates me like ongmin does. i noe it. this is the only force tats supporting me till this point of time n i really nid it. im really grateful and pls continue supporting me like u r now. i seriously need it now.
oh. n finally. thks for bearing with my long long naggy speech abt blahblah. ok fine. shall say sorry to those scared by my sudden tears juz now, esp e girls. im fine now. n dun worry. n yea. thks alot. ily ppl man(:
&&toodles;
wenting
mood: somehow contradicting :/
hiya. firstly. heres wishing junwei n myself a happy 14th birthday! -screams n hops arnd madly-
haha . ohyea. went for music at suzannes hse juz now. LAUGHED like hell man. trust me 2b-ians. u all will see retards during music on wed. LOL . cuz we filmed e vid ourselves._. can u imagine that? -face turns pale- LOL . haha . fine. not tat scary actually:D
ohyea. after that we rushed off to plaza sing for class outing. :D watched movie[AhLongPteLtd]
its total FUNNY-NESS man . thos its rather sick at times, there are touching scenes too. (: its a pretty good movie in the sense that it makes singaporeans feel a sense of belonging? not sure if its sense of belonging but who cares. haha . n yea. totally guilty for making weijie watch ahlong again. :/ paiseh. ohyea. well. wore heels today. n it killed me man. legs totally numbed when i reach home. lucky calf muscles nv cramp:X haha .
ok fine. LOTS OF THANKS to all who wished me happy birthday. tis includes my family, pri sch frens, classmates, sqdmates n more. really thks man. u all are totally loved. (:
special thanks to this special sqdmate for a special bd wish. [not tat the rest arent special. juz tat. yea. u noe wad i mean(:] n shes none other than ONGMIN. thks my dear. ur msg made my tears flow at plaza sing, infront of hundreds of ppl. fine. mayb not tat much but wadever;D yea. gonna quote her msg here...
"this message is for someone very special,
someone who accompanies me in enduring PT,
someone who endures the hot sun with me during drill,
someone who tolerates the boredom with me during CC and CD .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUADMATE!!!"
my first reaction was like. -stunned &eyes became watery- and before i noe, tears started flowing. i dont know why i cried actually. maybe bcuz im rather disappointed by some ppl till i wanna break dwn le. n its like she made me feel that everything i've done is worth it. made me feel appreciated on this special day. n mayb tats y tis is the best &nicest birhtday present or rather wish ive received tis yr. n its tats enough to make me cry. really.
i started wondering whether anyone cared abt everything i've done, everything i've said, or does any0ne even see the effort that i've put in? or even ponder whether all i've done is actually worth it? seeing how we are treated. this really demoralised me alot.
however, i noe tat alot of u appreciates me like ongmin does. i noe it. this is the only force tats supporting me till this point of time n i really nid it. im really grateful and pls continue supporting me like u r now. i seriously need it now.
oh. n finally. thks for bearing with my long long naggy speech abt blahblah. ok fine. shall say sorry to those scared by my sudden tears juz now, esp e girls. im fine now. n dun worry. n yea. thks alot. ily ppl man(:
&&toodles;
wenting
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