mood:depressed.
sorry to people whom i dao-ed/attitude-ed/ignore-d.
today bad mood. so yea. im sorry.

why must it be always us? why cant it be u all?
why cant u all spare a thought for us?
why cant u all contribute some?
we just need that teeny weeny bit of contribution from u.
is it that hard? why cant u all be more matured?
why must we always do the dirty jobs, settle everything for u guys?
why? just tell me why.
are we your servants?
just because you think that we will do it?
please.
dont take our giving in for granted.
we have a limit too.
dont push us too far.
we dont wish to quarrel nor pick up a fight.
we just want u guys to know that this is your responsibility.
not ours.
we can just leave u guys to rot.
we can just heck care.
but we chose to help cause we care.
so please.
change, will you?
or can u guys tell me what should i do?
what can i say?
this is totally driving me nuts.
if u guys really want,
we can all die tgt u know?
if thats what u all really want..

and thanks to all who cared/tried to cheer me up.
thks alot. sorry for those fake smiles.
i just couldnt get myself to smile.
so sorry...

ps. for people who dont understand what the crap i crapped up there, ignore it.
n sorry for wasting your time reading it.