we had joy, we had fun.

we had seasons in the sun.

squad outing was fun today:D
had picnic at east coast park..
although im totally sunburnt right now, but i really enjoyed today(:
thanks to all squadmates who came today..
namely:
ongmin, jingxian, pris, vanessa, felili, xiuhan, xinyi, meiwen, charlene, veron, hancong, zhiliang, matthew and jovi.
total got fifteen who came(:

it was total fun-ess and laugh-ness kay.
will update more about it next time i guess..
it was really really fun..
lots and lots of photos are up today!
enjoy alright(:

thanks for this wonderful memory that i'll remember forever, squadmates.
we are the bangbang squad.
once an rvnp cadet, always an rvnp cadet.

s107, always.

p/s. im totally in love with yijung gosh..

our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising everytime we fall.

new blogskin:D

happy belated birthday to ALICIA and KENNETH(:
hope yall had an enjoyable birthday squadmates!

took sec one juniors for act yesterday.
split them into two groups:
1st group: taken by jingxian, weiying
2nd group: taken by ongmin, pris and me
casualites: taken care by jovi and hancong

it was fun (:
taught them
1,2,3,4 LEFT RIGHT LEFT
4,3,2,1 SEC ONE SQUAD!
totally remind me of two years ago, we being the ones shouting that(:
juniors were quite sian at first, very soft in fact..
managed to get them higher (:
and they got really excited when they marched into the fence (so cute!)
heard feedbacks that we were too nice to them yup.
will improve on that next time..
but really liked taking them(:
and according to jovi, they improved quite alot, their arm coordination and stuff.
good job sec1s!

the part of act after taking jnrs was.. bad.
well, really wish we can get through all these.
let's buck up man squadmates.
time for self-organised practice sessions guys!
if we think we can, we can!

tomorrow is the long awaited squad outing!
to east coast(:
estimated number: TWENTY
that's pretty much of a shock actually:D
and glad that squadmates are coming (especially the guys)
thanks for making it a success(:
and yes, we're gonna have picnic! ball games! cycling! and everything fun!
yay! cannot wait:D

and im currently obsessed with Boys over Flowers!
its now showing on channel u, starting tonight at 9.15pm!
yay:D it's a super nice show(:
its korean version by the way. :D
and wooooo.

yijung is the love!

he is totally HOT:D
ga eul is real pretty too(:
they make a wonderful couple yup.

and we're receiving results next week, gonna have multiple blows._.
got back chem, LA and math p1.
chem- 60/90
LA- 35/50
Math p1- 42/60
good luck people..

and i cannot wait for 2b outing.
let's go sentosa guys:D

think that's pretty much all for now. :D

! 255

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGXIAN& YUXIAN:D
hey girls happy 15th!!!
hope yall enjoyed your day yup! lots of love to both:D

to jingxian:
seeeee.
i managed to make a "collage" like thingy for you.
must feel honoured k!
hahaha. thanks for everything you've done for me, the squad and the unit.
we really love you. (:
squadmates, always(:

YAY. tmr is self-study, thursday too!
so yup, only going back to school next monday! -grins-
hahahah.
serious mugging starts tmr!
schedule --
wed (29/4) -- mugging with wying, alicia, tm yantong:D
thurs (30/4) -- mugging with squadmates!
fri (1/5) -- mugging with clique! (HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN:D)
sat/sun (2/5 and 3/5) -- self-mugging, last minute studying(:
mon (4/5) -- start of MYE._.
thurs (7/5) -- NPCC DAY:D
tues (12/5) -- end of MYE:D:D:D PLUS clique outing:D PLUS weiliang's birthday!

okay great, let's all study real hard and play real hard after that:D
jiayou to all rv-ians for MYEs, especially yr 3s {2b-ians'o8, squadmates and 3CuteChicks!} (:

p/s. looking forward to outings and of course, 2b june chalet:D

xoxo,
wenting (:

我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

每当我追求完美太顽固

是你化身我的许愿树

你给了我

无限量的呵护

伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚

#253

NPAP'o9
NPCC's 50th anniversary.
it's been a long way,
lots of achievements, lots of pride and glory.

NPAP'o9,
18th April 2009.
RVNP.
GOH contingent -- jingxian, ongmin, pris, xinyi, xiuhan
GOH flagbearers -- hancong, jovi

what i wanna say is,
yall really did a very great job.
it was a really great parade.
especially to hancong -- strong guy, get well soon(: we are all very proud of you.

it's a night that will never be forgotten.
a lifetime's chance, to see my squadmates in number one uni.
a lifetime's chance to attend NPAP'o9.
a lifetime's chance to commemorate NPCC's 50th anniversary.

as wying said,
yall were 酷毙了;D
wonderful job sqdmates!
forever will be proud of yall.
thanks for being so brilliant, so wonderful.

many asked,
and i asked myself,
why did my tears flow?
i wondered,
and i found my answer:
my tears flowed for my wonderful squadmates.
they were my pride,
they were my joy.
my tears flowed for their hard work, their sweat, their smiles.
most importantly,
they achieved something,
something that i've always wanted to do,
something that i couldn't accomplish.
they are my pride and honour.
they are, my squadmates.
toast up to my seven wonderful warriors,
back with triumph, back from NPAP'o9,
back to RVNP, back to bangbangsquad.
well done squadmates.

for that moment, i thought,
number one or no number one,
im happy,
cos they've done well, cos they are my squadmates.

xoxo,
wenting(:

rvnp, forever.

#252

happy (belated) birthday YAOZHONG:D
im freaking sorry to forget your birthday. hahaha. hope you enjoyed it anyway:D
takecare and jiayou for dance& in 3d! ;D 2b loves you forever~~

happy birthday jerian:D
hahaha. hope you like the presents. perfect colour for you yea. and its so freaking interesting. :D
hope you had fun at the briefing at NTU. LOL. hahaha.
3Cute chicks love you;D

hmms. here to update on classification shoot.
had full attendance.
fulfilling trip to hta:D
got my marksman:D
14 in, 2 out = 76/80
but had higher expectation of myself:X
congrats to feli! -she got full marks, my imba sqdmate!-
congrats to ky, matt and ongmin who got 78/80!
and oonhim for getting same as me:D
hahaha. sorry i only mentioned whoever i know their marks.
hmms. well, for sqdmates who didnt get it, its alright.
just know that you did your best, have no regrets.
its not your fault and all of us know that.
dont worry cuz everything's fine.
we always love yall! smile k ppl.

and two more weeks to npap!
jiayou sqdmates.
i wanna see yall in NUMBER ONE.
and gawd, cant imagine how jealous i'll be then :/
but i still love yall!!!
good luck and do your best k seven of yall.
we are all proud of you! ;D

and im like doing the bio op.
im doing on some biomaterial and im in charge of GELATIN.
guess im gonna buy some gummy for the whole class, give during the presentation:D
and er, yup, handouts are important too.
jiayou ppl for oral.

and gonna do math later.
math and chem test coming week.
gawd, tests driving me mad. :/

OH YA. i got the book that i've been waiting for like dont know how many thousands, millions, zillions of years :D
-夏至未至-
lalala~ i love jp library. LOL.

and yes. bought my dearest chuan her present. like a thousand years belated.
sorry chuan!
and sort of personalised it. bad wrapping skills though. LOL.
love chuan like a hell lot:D

okay think thats all for now..

xoxo,
wenting:D

#251

heyho peeps. here's my once-in-a-blue-moon update(:
er.. lots had happened over the past few days, really really busy like mad._.
jiayou man fellow yr3s out there~

first up, inter-sch shooting comp.
was thrashed:X
well, basically cuz the other schools sent their shooting club ppl and yup.. we all died.
but well, it was actually super fun. although the waiting killed all of us..
thanks to feli for scoping. and hope jnrs had fun too(:
and the guys went on the next day, 27mar.
i seriously wanna strangle OKY. he can go die lor.
i seriously believed him that he got national 10th and matt 8th lor. wlau. somemore i went around telling (almost) everybody okay!!!
made me so paiseh and i was super ji dong-.-
but anyway, hope that yall had fun and well, had a great experience there?
well done sqdmates and jnrs:D
and lots of thanks to sir oh, mr eugene lai, mr kelvin zong, and of course all our beloved yr5 seniors from shooting club!
[snrs, jiayou for comp, the day after tmr and thursday! :D]
conclusion: it was fun and enjoyable, fulfilling:D

and the weekend was sort of slack, dont know why.
wanted to do bio op, but didnt manage to. :/
this week's super busy, next week too! gosh-.-
how many tests are there man!! ):
good luck for phy and bio tests this week, fellow yr3s~
and for chem &math next week):

today was quite enjoyable i dont know why.
started off the day quite sad cuz my phone died on me. and er.. was super deprived of sleep for some reason, which i dont know. -.-
ohya, great job jovi, for your parade commanding.. it was veh loud and great, just a little draggy but well done sqdmate(:
and pris please jiayou tmr!! :D
the day went pretty smoothly i would say..
and lunch was occupied by LA review test): which i think i screwed cuz i was like rushing like mad.
and hope oky did well for his math test.
hes super damn joker.
he forgot his CALCULATOR when hes taking a MATH test. -applause-
hahahaha. in the end he RAN upstairs to get it-.-
and it rained like mad so we went inside lib to do.
and for some reason oky was freaking funny. LOL.
and he suck lor, always tell me to shuddup when i didnt even say a shiat-.-
and yes, chem prac was long and NICE:D
titration is fun! ;D
and mrteo wasnt here for lesson so gave the time to misskhang for our prac:D
so yup had fun titrating some acid and stuff. hahahha.
and heping is super cute when she does titration:D
and simweiliang and qingcheng were damn ass, quite squirting me with distilled water from that bottle-.-
and i think yuning broke a conical flask? hahaha.
after dismissal went over to find claire and ty.
and we bus-ed, mrt-ed and walked home.

idk why im like freaking free now-.-
when there's test on wed and thurs.
i seriously need tuition for math and phy! ):
hahaha.

something random, i love the song THUNDER by BOYS LIKE GIRLS:D
i know its THREE years old but i still love it like mad okay! :D

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
You're my sweet soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring
On the pain
And listen to the thunder

three more days to class shoot.. wish me luck(:

its two more days.

hey girl. i know it isnt easy.
but i'll always be here for you.
i miss your smiles, how they brought sunshine to my days.
dont let worries take the beautiful smile away from you.
be happy, like how you used to be.

everyone has secrets.
everyone has things that he/she doesnt feel like sharing.
there's nothing wrong with that.
to love is a blessing, and to love is not one's fault.
escapism isn't the best way, i agree.
i've been through all these.
and it was really hard.
dont hold back your tears, let them flow.
let them take your worries and sadness away.

dont ever thank me.
we're friends and that's what friends are for.
always here to lend a listening ear.
always here to lend you my shoulder to lean on.
i love you and you know it.

#250!

#1 - group photo for CIP. bangbangsqd! -secTHREE'o9-
#2 - spastic kuanyuan. HA!
#3 - ongmin, wenting:D
#4 - wenting, jingxian:D
#5 - oonhim, wenting, ongmin, jingxian:D
#6 - wenting, wenshi:D
#7 - group photo for CROWD CONTROL DUTY! -13march'o9-
#8 - wenting, wenshi:D

AND YES. i cut bangs. LOL.

words should not be hurtful, use it to say: i love you.

#249

quote: words should not be hurtful, use it to say: i love you.

holidays are officially over, though im seriously still in holiday mood.
gosh. holidays, the whole week, got KILLED by my fever, flu and cough okay.
lost my voice once, fever twice, cough and flu throughout. -.-
what a nice holiday, packed with FIFTEEN homework.
and gosh, i managed to finish almost everything.
hahaha.

itc was really great,
guess it was the best out of the three we went.
turned out to be less tough than we expected..
and candlelit night, (organised by NP!) was really really great.
must really thank the five guys who were there, namely zhiliang, matthew, jovi, hancong and kenneth.
the special part was really awesome okay.
i feel that we've bonded throughout the whole camp.
like i saw the life in our squad once again, really a nice feeling.
hope it will last a long time k..
and special thanks to everybody who cared about my back, asked me about it and stuff.
yes im alright, im recovering, and i will join the sqd's pt soon!
and er.. well, to all sqdmates, thanks for everything you've done in the camp.
it was a really good one(:
will update more about it next post or sth, cuz quite busy yea..
conclusion: ITC& candlelit night'o9 OWNED. :D

went for UNIT CIP'o9 ytd morning.
it was at harbourfront, st. james power station.
FYI, we went into the pub k!
hahahaha. although we're still like fifteen. LOL.
nothing much actually.
quite small place.
did evacuation work, quite sian. but got CIP hours. lol.
and 19 sqdmates were there:D
it was funny to wear the yellow bib thing though.
sadded that it has to be returned, if not i would have got all sqdmates to sign on it k.
hahah. and the performance at the pub was rather nice, though we only caught a small part of it. and he sang 'with you' and 'hei se you mo'! :D
well, cip was okay i guess.
heard that some sqdmates were caught on tv, HA!
and we took some photos when we were there.
the whole thing ended and we were given a shoebag of goodies and six bucks macs voucher for lunch.
lunched at harbourfront macs with sqdmates and home-ed.
i guess i really enjoyed times spent with sqdmates man.. ohgod, how can i survive without them:/

excursion to some eurasion dont know what thing on wednesday.
YAY. suzanne's joining us!
that means almost-complete-shyt-c's going tgt!
gonna check with xian when their class's going. sheesh. i want complete shyt-c.
really miss them alot.
looked back at photos, all the memories refreshed and i laughed so hard.
those times were really nice. heh. all the retarded and dumb things we did together..
time flies yup.
and i want a successful CLIQUE OUTING in june okay! -promise!-

and this week's FILLED with tests. serious lor. ALOT tests.
im like drowning in them.
one whole WEEK of review test, phy r&w on either of the next two lessons, math&chi gonghan test on friday. i wonder when's bio.
and next week got phy test on kinematics and optics. killer.

shall go chiong my math ws10, okay i know im damn lag but yea, its due on wed(yay!)
hahaha. and tmr got shooting till eight(sighs).
sqdmates jiayou for pt tmr:D
love yall alot.

xoxo,
wenting:D

; 248

first up,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUQING:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE:D
three 1stmar-er babes:D
hope yall enjoyed your day yup!
love yall(:

and next up,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNWEI:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIWEN:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHMOND:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENTING:D
yay- we're officially fifteen guys:D
hope junwei like the shirt, hope huiwen like the chick. :D

and yep.
today was really wonderful.
lots of surprises, lots of love.
was super touched i would say, i really didnt expect this much(:
thanks sqdmates, it was really great.
really love yall for everything yall did, really nice of yall.
bangbangsqd for the win! ;D
and 3CuteChicks, thanks for the pleasant surprise!
i was really touched, really. (:
and basically everybody for their gifts/cards/wishes/more~
thanks, i feel really blessed today, knowing that so many people out there really love me. hahah. this sounds pretty awkward but oh well.. (:

fifteen years ago, on this same day, i was born(so were junwei,huiwen,richmond and benjamin)
haha. thinking back, really thankful to mummy and daddy.
without them, i wouldnt be here typing away, enjoying life as it is.
although life isnt very smooth-sailing all the time, i've experienced it and im glad i did.
thankful for everything i've got now, treasuring them, loving each and everyone around me.
thanks everyone, who made a difference in my life.
on this very day(:

ohya,
today was exceptionally smooth-sailing. i dont know if this is coincidence but yup.
so im kinda of in a hyper mood when in school so you guys probably saw me jumping around, super high. hahaha.
haokuan said this to me: you have good karma today!
i guess he's right, and he said that its accumulated, for a long period of time.
maybe in the years to come i'll have to do more good deeds man. (:

basically i really wanna thank everyone for everything today.
i really wanna thank my dearest friends who were always with me, when i really needed them.
everything went really well today.
its one of my best birthdays ever, so thanks to everybody who made it possible yup.
im really really touched today, really. (:

toodles,
wenting(:

p/s. thanks to all who stayed up and wished me happy birthday, it was really nice of you(:
oops. sry too lazy to caption all the photos:X
as you can see, most are presents. will update on it soon.
love everybody out there!

photos:D

to my dearest family,
thanks for everything this past fifteen years.
it was really great having yall around, and thanks for always being there for me.
really love yall. im grateful and thankful for having such nice parents and of course, a great sister(: