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hello (:
back.
er.. idk if i shld say things went well or things hasnt been good.
well.. :/

anyway.
i thought alot and i really think i should believe.
believe that things will work out, believe that we'll get back to where we were.
everything's about believing, trusting, working together.
im sure deep down yall know, yall understand.
i've chosen to believe, time and again.
i dont want anymore disappointments, there isn't time for that anyway.
we've got to give our final shot, the best shot.
we've wasted far more time than we shld have.
time is precious, yall know that too.
things used to be so perfect, or rather not as bad as it is right now.
i believe there's a way things can change for the better.
we just got to keep trying.
things will improve one day, when we're on the right track.
some things cannot be forced, some things you've got to get it yourself.
thanks for all those wonderful times we've shared, thanks for being the reason im still holding on.
i hope you meant what you said.
no you didnt promise, but you said you'll try and i trust that you will.
we used to be so happy, im sure if we work hard enough, things will change, there'll be hope.
its in you, its in me, its in every one of us.
if you understand, you'll find it.
treasure it, pass it on to the rest (:
be it past, present or future, we stand strong and firm, isn't it? (:

i guess im really stressed up by secthree life.
everything's moving in like fast motion okay.
still trying to adapt to life.
sorry if i was in bad mood and didnt sound really polite.
hope yall understand.

went NUH yesterday.
doc was funny.
he looked like mr bean alright, joke. (:
and yep, going for physio.
not sure the details yet, got to call up.
:/ not really looking forward to it if you're asking.

hope ncos did well for promo yesterday too(:

eugene, good luck for your classification shoot on 3march!
zhengxiong, grats on your marksman(:
jiayou guys(:

and i really miss 2b.
hope yall are doing well.
shyt-c is really loved.
we're gonna have an outing alright. i dont care, its a must:D

busy weeks coming up.
jiayou wenting(:

toodles.
wenting(:

look at those smiles.
believing is the right choice, isn't it?

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【断章】

你站在桥上看风景
看风景的人在楼上看你

明月装饰了你的窗子
你装饰了别人的梦

【雨同我】

“天天下雨，自从你走了。”
“自从你来了，天天下雨。”
两地友人雨，我乐意负责。

第三处没消息，寄一把伞去？
我的忧愁随草绿天涯：
鸟安于巢吗？人安于客枕？

想在天井里盛一只玻璃杯，
明朝看天下雨今夜落几寸。

very nice poems by 卞之琳
quoted from: http://women.sohu.com/2004/02/27/09/article219230937.shtml
hmms. just finished the phy debate thing(only the skeleton) with yantong.
alot tests coming up.
super busy yep..
wed - chem test
thurs - LA test
fri - physio
someday- maths test
next week more tests.
gosh, busy man.
jiayou ppl.

thanks mummy and jie.
they went IKEA and got study desk& lamp.
lots of love:D

finished maths ASK reflections, phy ws, phy debate prep, chem ws, geog ws, zuo wen da gang.
still got art final composition, LA journal, revision for tests, blah blah blah.
haiyo. super alot lei.
jiayou man.

i cant wait to recover.
i miss pt with sqdmates.
i'll be back soon, real soon.
sqdmates, please jiayou for NPAP.
love yall alot. (:

happy birthday to shirley& nuda btw.
(:
hope yall had a good day.

woolala, have to go back to homework.
how pathetic yep. :/
jiayou man.

ohya, before i forget,
josh and cz jiayou for match;D
shyt-c faster get well soon.

suddenly,
i miss 2b, alot.

toodles,
wenting

245;

happy valentines(:
today went well.
hope ty loved the surprise.
everybody please takecare& get well soon.
i love yall.

and thanks for all the presents yall gave..
(:

today's a day to appreciate friends too,
so yep.
thanks to all my friends..
firstly, a great big hug and kiss goes to my dearest shyt-c.
thanks for everything, im serious, everything.
i dont have to say much, yall know how much i love yall(:
and of course, to my dearest 2b-ians..
thanks for this two precious years, and more to go..
our friendship's forever treasured and will go a long way..
to my dearest sqdmates..
although it may not be noticed, but i love yall alot..
im sry if i did anything wrong, said anything wrong.
but i really love yall.. thanks for being my sqdmates, thanks for everything.
i know i really treasure yall and i hope things will work out soon..
and 3c, thanks for being a fun new class..
life's made alot easier by yall, bringing joy and laughter..
and alot more ppl whom i cant thank yall enough..

three cheers for everybody(:

maybe some things are better left untold..
maybe you dont understand the pain..
maybe you dont know how much it hurts..
maybe..

toodles,
wenting(:

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screwed phy test.
frustrated with myself.
tmr whole act recrea, wonder what i can do since i cant run..

quoting lyrics..
"With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand

Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
I really need you in my life

If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough"
~ Wait For You [Elliott Yamin]

“忽然不想讓你知道　你的愛我已經戒不掉”
~ 不想让你知道 [周蕙]

it was a common dream, now a broken dream.

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due to the demands, i shall update.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY:D

and also,
happy belated birthday to all jan babies.. (:
chinghun, ky, raimee, hsiaotien, jiajin, amelia.
and to the early feb babies..
vanessa(sqdmate), tsengwei, matthew. (:
hope yall had great birthdays..
and oops, i still owe some of yall presents and cards. :X
im freaking sorry, will get them asap:X

and tmr's phy test, im so gonna die.
good luck to everybody having the test, jiayou k.
and to 3c, good luck for LA presentation tmr... JIAYOU!

today went to suzanne's hse to study phy.
was alright, thanks suzanne.
and er.. i've got to do LA summary now.. and more more more hw that has piled up over the wk):
guess im still overwhelmed by secthree life.
but my tm's great :D -- yantong owns.
let's hope that i can get past this term k.
im like desperatesly in need for a break. ):
and my back, i still gotta go physio..
the pain's not much alr, guess its getting better..
i cant wait to go join sqdmates for pt :/
and sqdmates who're marching for NPAP'o9, jiayou okay! im sure yall can do it.
work hard, and be proud of yourselves cuz yall OWN.
we're proud of yall:D
but still, take good care of yourselves..
hancong, tc of your hand.. pris and jingxian for your ankles.. and the rest, for your whole body? haha.

if i've showed any signs of attitude/pissed you off,
i apologise.
not been in my best of moods recently.
sorry.

and dont worry, im sure i'll get over this, and i'll smile again(:
thanks peeps, for all the encouragement and stuff, let's work hard together and get through this..

toodles.
wenting(:

-NPAP, my dream-