Saturday, November 09, 2013

Specially dedicated to....

my dearest MMS, my fellow sec one squad ics and RVNP as a whole (:

Today marks another milestone in my RVNP life, to witness the ROD of my Sec 1 Squad.
It felt like yesterday when we first got our posting, when the four of us first met up to come up with ideas on how to take the squad and what to prepare/teach them for their first activity.
Never able to forgot the first activity we had with them, how excited we were, how nervous we were.
Through the few months we had with them, many things happened, many memories shared, many emotions experienced, many things learnt. We grew, they too. And not forgetting the last act with them and our ROD. However cliche it may sound, I am really thankful to have shared those memories with them, and my fellow ics.

Through these years, they have matured, grown in many ways. I've seen how they first learnt drills, I've seen how they trained, I've seen how they lead. Honestly speaking, it really seemed so fast, one year flew past, as I ROD-ed as a CI, as I watched them take over the unit. And today, I see them handing the unit over to the next batch of NCOs. There is this indescribable feeling in me, which I bet was felt by every single IC seeing their squad ROD, I guess it was pride and happiness.

Their performances/speeches although simple, came from the heart. Was really touched to be appreciated in this way, to hear special dedications, to every single IC that has taken their squad, to be remembered for the effort put in to helping them to improve and become better. The memories came flowing as they mentioned bits and pieces of the past, moments that were shared just between us. Especially the story about how their squad name came about, how their squad motto came about, honestly, didn't expect MMS to have been derived from there, but on the other hand, felt reassured that we did leave behind a legacy in the sense. It's amazing how after so long, those memories we had are still so etched in our minds, how simple words like "firecrackers" can set us off laughing non-stop, how different parts of the school brought back really beautiful memories. There were definitely joy, laughter, tears, sweat and what not, which made all these memories unique in their special ways.

Being back for ROD seemed so natural to us, having attended the 7 RODs ever since sec 1.
Really happy to be back despite the upcoming finals, with squadmates, to have a simple catch-up, to do really crazy things together, to reminisce those days we had as a squad, laughing and tearing up.
Lying on the grass and taking photos, taking jumpshots in the middle of the track, watching performances together, doing billibanja on the track (& always ended up laughing), and do a crazy chain of cheers as if we were still cadets. Still remember all those funny incidents during our ROD performances since Sec 1, how we tried our best but still fail simply because we were not cut out for dancing. How we went through really hard times together as a squad, to learn many things through the hard way, shed tears together, supported one another and grew together. As I always say and believe, squadmates are people who are unique, they are not like normal friends 'cos we suffer together while we play and learn together. Irreplaceable, this special group of people so close to my heart. Over the years, many things have changed and many of us changed too, yet some things remained the same, that feeling that comes to us whenever we are back with the unit, that joy in us. Come to think of it, it has been 3 years since we ROD-ed as bangbangsquad, and I'm glad we are still so closely-tied to RVNP, and it's really wonderful to have them around. With the love and bond to RVNP, I'm sure there are many more RODs for us to attend together in the future (:

The pride and love for the unit hasn't changed a bit.

To MMS,
Congratulations on your ROD Sec 1s, 你们真的长大了。4 years went past just like that, I don't know how much y'all feel that you have truly gained from this journey, but I'm sure y'all have learnt some kind of skills, and most importantly, gained the special friendship and bond between you and your squadmates. Treasure this special bond, one that I believe will be able to last a lifetime if you are willing to put in the effort to maintain it. As y'all mentioned in the speech, some of y'all didn't join NP willingly back in Year 1, but the very fact that y'all stayed on with the unit despite given the choice to leave in Year 3 proved something. Never told you guys this before but I was impressed with the number, 23 out of 28 is alot, and it is heartening for me, be it from an IC point of view or as a CI or even as senior/fellow RVNP cadet.

I have to say that I'm glad to see how emotional you guys got, the tears on your faces, but this is not because I'm sadistic but because I see how much you guys care. That again, is another heartening realization. Also very touched by how closely knitted you guys have became after all the years, and the fact that y'all were appreciative to your ICs, officers and all those who helped you guys to become who y'all are today. Really really proud of you guys. As the cliche line goes, this is not the end, it is merely another beginning. You may have stepped down as an NCO but never as an RVNP cadet. Continue to keep that passion and love for the unit in your heart, visit your juniors, give them the advice and help as y'all can, contribute and give back to the unit in ways y'all are able to. All the very best in your studies and in your respective new CCAs. Do remember that once an RVNP cadet, always an RVNP cadet. Last but not least, welcome to the RVNP Alumni Family and Happy ROD once again Maomaos! (:

RVNP SOLID SAH! (:



Friday, May 03, 2013

Memories for a lifetime, with them...

Our memories,
those that will last us a lifetime...




Had a belated birthday surprise by my PW group yesterday..
Although belated by 2 months, it felt really great.
It's only when it's so far away from the actual day when you don't expect anything.
And that's when surprises work the best I guess.

When you've known your friends for more than 6 years, when it seemed like you've known them for a lifetime, birthday surprises don't seem to be necessary at all.
When you feel contented with just a simple text message, a simple meal together, that simple happiness.
When I really didn't have any expectations at all.

The original plan was to have a pre-enlisment meet-up since KL is enlisting real soon.
So 理所当然..

Hearing how they met up to plan for near a month, the amount of effort put into the gifts, the card, even to every single text they sent yesterday, just to make sure the event was successful, everything went smoothly, I was definitely more than grateful. Although my face may not say it all.

There were alot of emotions, alot of things went through my mind.
I was grateful for everything.

There were alot of hints along the way, things that made me go oooooo at the end of the event when we talked about it and tried to piece things together..
When MT asked about the ATMs at JP (&she was going to get my presents), when I met SH on the way to 7-11 (&she was carrying all the presents), when MT told me she had to go to the hospital (&she was at SH's house preparing), when SH told me she got into a car crash and was scolded by her mum for it (&she was at her house preparing), when KL told me he just woke up (&he was already at SH's house at 10am).

Things that all made sense when I slowly thought through it. Like what they said, "the things they do for me, for my birthday." :D

Other than thankyou, being grateful, I don't know what else should I say.

Really loved the presents:
The Jigsaw puzzle photo frame (something I've always wanted YAY!), the super nice blue box (which they took ages to decide and buy HAHA), the hand-made birthday card with sweet messages (hand-made cards are the best!), the 19 memories we've shared (every single memory so fresh in the mind as I looked through the cards, together with all the joy, laughter, sweat, tears we've shared, yes the shared memories), the big big fruit cake with the yellow candle (my favourite, chosen "on purpose") :P

Really thankful for having such a close PW group, thanks to every single one, it definitely takes everyone in the entire group to stay close. :D &I'm sure we will have more and more shared memories in the future (adding on the 19, more and more memorable times we will share).

Thanks for the love, my lovey PW group which is full of love (:

It was not the first surprise I've had,
Not the most surprising one,
Yet it was one that truly made me feel grateful, 
Grateful for being loved and remembered.



Friday, November 16, 2012

《想幸福的人》 -- 杨丞琳

作詞:姚若龍
作曲:張向榮、魏文浩
編曲:薛忠銘


心裡的烏雲
眼角的祕密
來不及燃燒的感情
被流言給吹熄
轉身回到孤寂


生活的叢林
堅強的遊戲
在白天掏空了勇氣
在黑夜剩不平
不懂錯在哪裡


我不過是一個很想幸福的人
為什麼遇不到會生根的緣分
學著戒掉悲觀 負我的都不恨
讓心靈完整 美麗動人
還是一個人

寂寞的當一個很想幸福的人
等待著一顆心接受我的坦誠
懂得愛甜蜜就有苦澀的成分
會和我爭論 愛卻不磨損
沒有不信任

我相信 當一個很想幸福的人
也必須是能夠讓人幸福的人

我不怕去付出 也肯承擔責任
溫暖的誠懇 溫柔的迷人
誰是那個人 能讓我沸騰
想幸福的人

《忘记把你忘记》 -- S.H.E.

词:武雄
曲:左安安 

开心的我常常笑自己
为什么粗心大意
珍藏着你的那根白头发
我夹在哪本日记

伤心的我常常恨自己
为什么竟然忘记
你离开那天是星期几
是否穿着我送你的毛衣

忍不住不为你着迷
忍不住不说我爱你
翻开了过去的甜蜜
你的话每一句都清晰

忍不住不为你伤心
忍不住不说我爱你
擦干了过去的点滴
却又忘记把你忘记

《你还好不好》 -- S.H.E.

不容易
要忘了他的一切比什麼都難
他的溫柔讓我牽絆
他的狂熱讓我浪漫
而我給的愛給得滿滿

別感傷
愛情的雨天學會自己撐雨傘
一切隨緣順其自然
能進退愛情的拿捏不為難
他讓我感覺存在
曾填滿我心情的色彩

剎那的美麗感受不值得你拿永恆等待
關於愛情是否只要付出真心就不怕
沒人愛

喂喂你還好不好
喂喂心情像感冒
喂喂不該自尋煩惱
還有別人等著你挑
喂喂想他讓我煩惱
還有誰會等著我挑

喂喂感覺有點糟
喂喂別把希望丟掉
喂喂你要過得好
喂喂愛沒了依靠
喂喂別讓生活拋錨
不要陷入思念煎熬

喂喂現在我知道
喂喂情路不隻一條
換個愛的跑道

《是你变了吗》 -- 光良

作词:林慧思
作曲:光良

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心是在靠在谁的身边

是你变了吗 我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗 我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗 对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法 已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿

是你变了吗 我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗 我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗 对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法 已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

Thursday, November 01, 2012

《好朋友只是朋友》 -- 郁可唯

听你说什么我都很快乐
接近你连影子都微笑着
几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折
却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂
越懂你陪着你就越寂寞
灵魂那么美我却碰不得
感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火
靠近你的梦难道就能不是我

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后
就一个人走 无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由


认识你也许我就足够了
缘分的神奇我都不管了
可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割
哪怕很痛过 至少就不算错过


好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 就一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由
爱人不是最好的朋友
朋友再好也不能牵手

感情在天平两头 谁都怕太沉重

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

《好不容易》 -- 张靓颖

词: 鄧佳誼 
曲:崔迪 

写了几封信给你 我自己都已经忘记 
经过许多年 它们不曾呼吸 
写了几个字给你 我始终没有传过去 
自己偷偷暗藏 算不算心机 

我猜模糊了期待 就有勇气再重来 
暂时不明白 但我愿意等待 

谁记得谁痛苦你说的容易 
努力模仿你轻松语气 
我的生活还要继续 好不容易 

就算是等待只换来对不起 
我还是可以说服自己 
舍得每一段风景 因为舍不得自己 再想起你 

心里有几个抽屉 是不能翻开的秘密 
经过许多年 假装不曾想起 
心中有多少回忆 是不能碰触的刺激 
渐渐变成悬疑 够不够美丽 

我猜模糊了期待 就有勇气再重来 
暂时不明白 但我愿意等待 

谁记得谁痛苦你说的容易
 努力模仿你轻松语气 
我的生活还要继续 好不容易 

就算是等待只换来对不起 
我还是可以说服自己 
舍得每一段风景 因为舍不得自己 再想起你

Sunday, October 14, 2012

毕业了。

有些事情, 不管过了多久都不会变。
其他的,过了今天, 都该结束了。

我们都要微笑着,相信总有一天我们都会是最幸福的。

Saturday, October 13, 2012

爱我立化

As much as we didn't expect this day to come so soon,
it came and ended. 

12 Oct 2012,
Class of 2012.
Our Graduation Ceremony.
One that was unique, one that was purely for us.

It was an important day for many of us out there, last official day of school, last day standing at the field having morning assembly, last day gathered like this as Class of 2012.

Receiving the award on this day made things even more memorable and definitely unforgettable.
Thankyou Mr Leow for the nomination and encouragement, thankyou 6A'12 for the support and recognition. Wouldn't have made it without many out there who were there to support.
Thankyou to everyone who made me who I am today.

People told me that when I started out on my speech yesterday, they had tears in their eyes.
I guess, that's when it really hit us, the feeling of graduation, leaving our comfort zone, feeling blessed and grateful for the years we had together and for the care and love from those around us.

Alot of emotions, tears of joy, tears of sorrow.
The emptiness left behind after the day ended.

While our journey in RV has ended, friendships, bonds that we forge shall last for as long as we try our very best to maintain them.

When all the tears dried up and we wake up to a brand new morning, we smile and embrace our upcoming challenge, try our very best to achieve the best we could, to make those who care proud of us.

Class of 2012,
Happy Graduation!
&all the best for A's (:

Most may view 6A to be the quiet class  
But this stereotype didn’t last 
From our censorable discussions during GP 
To our memorable class outings  
From our frequent whines for breaks in Bio  
To our sponsored spams of Dettol 
From our admittedly silent copying in Chem  
To “Will You” karaoke jams  
From our endearing “阊哥” jokes in Math  
To our everyday race for lessons out of breath  
From our incessant teasing during Econs  
To our marathon towards ‘A’ level that seems so long… 
 
Indeed, with 5 loving mentors and 22 contrasts,  
6A truly never sleeps… in class.  


那些年,我们的青春。  

又想起当年那时光  
我们班上张张笑颜  
我们曾经开心过每一天  
Facebook上那些照片  
回忆清晰可见  
从今以后我们何时再次相约  

又忆起当年那些天  
兴起地就在上课前  
我们随着旋律唱出心声  
掌声如今虽仍在回荡  
穿着校服的那时光  
却成了那永恒记忆里的美  

好想再回到那些年的时光  
回到教室座位前后  
不停的笑声从不间断 
操场上玩着Pushball 你仍旧记得吗  
谁替谁打气没忘了吧


那些年匆匆的光阴 
那些年有过的叹息  
只想祝福你 
祝福加上满满感激  
曾经只互相打闹着 
到最后互相激励着  
这么多点点滴滴全都因为你

那些年匆匆的光阴  
那些年有过的叹息  
好想告诉你 告诉你全烙印在心里 
那天晚上有些唏嘘  
心中默许下的约定  
再一次相聚我们将走进那相框  
重温那时光 

别前,我们有着些许惋。 
不禁担心着,我们的友谊是否能旧? 
不经意便想起,我们共同的记忆。它饱着各种情感,毫不被忘记。

当班上回荡着「掌声响起来」,每当我们兴起唱着「Will You?」,每当我们的笑声不断.. 这些都是我们不曾忘的。

回忆起课上、息时、甚至流迟到的那些点点滴滴,让我们不禁心一笑。这时下脚步,只为感受那瞬间妙的感情。祷着,希望这份细的情感不会被时间冲淡,仍能源不断。当时自着爱国歌曲,只因为我们喜欢开心。
相信能成为同班同学自然是种分,但想到我们终究即将毕业,顿时却被一抹感伤罩着。
那些共同的回忆,将是我们永远的专属记忆。 

我们身为6A的一份子, 誓愿不分身高、兴趣、成绩,团结一致, 建立团结、互相扶持、互相激励的班级,并为自己、为老师们在A水准考试前共同努力, 更在考试后不忘再聚首,重温那一段时光。 (来,掌声鼓励鼓励!)
6A's Graduation Speech:
On 2nd January 2007, Tuesday, Malan Campus. There we were, sitting in LT1."What school were you from?" was the first question that popped up. Walking down the aisle in the hall, seniors clapping enthusiastically. That marked our first day in RV.   
International Understanding Day,West Malaysia Trip, Outward Bound Singapore, Racial Harmony Day, Project Work. Six years have passed.   
On 12 October 2012, Friday, Boon Lay Campus. Here we are, sitting in the Auditorium."When will we gather like this again?" was the last question we had in mind.Walking up the stage, teachers smiling proudly. This marks our last day in RV. 
We have many to thank, many wonderful memories were shared.   
To Mr Leow, Mr. Best Form Teacher. Thank you for being ever-so-encouraging, telling us everything was possible.  
To Mr Sim, Mr. Best Co-Form.We shall not try to make a laundry list of what you have done for us. 
To Mdm Sim, Ms Motherly. We really appreciate your effort in the preparation for every lecture you deliver, and we really loved your jokes.  
To Mr Khoo, Mr Cool Math Teacher.Thank you for the stress-free Math lessons, sharing Sunday Times articles with us and always going, "阊哥, 吃饱了吗?" 
To Mr Azmi, Mr Ask Me Maybe. Hey I've just met you, and this is crazy, so here's my question, so ask me maybe. We will really miss your nagging.  
Ms Ang, thank you for being our tour guide, bringing us through our journey on "PeW PeW Island".  
Ms Ong, Mr Mark, Ms Han, Mr Wong, Mr Widjaja, thank you for strengthening our foundation for the various subjects, bringing us to where we are today.  
Finally the day has come for us to embark on a new journey. 
Class of 2012, Happy Graduation!